we had finally gotten back on the bus, Johnny couldnt stop thinking about Dawn though, all he talked about was how much he wanted her to just come hang. "i know we just met for a brief half hour" he said, "but I could use someone like her to talk to, so calm and chill". We were almost an hour away now and I felt terrible. why was Johnny too shy to invite her? Why didn't anyon else speak up? I sat on the couch of the bus with Matt listening to Arin play his drums. he was wonderful and I know Jimmy would be proud. Britt sat there with Brian, his arm wrapped around her waist while she sat comfortably in his lap, he played with the bangs of her short blue/black hair as she nuzzled her nose against his. I sat there witth Matt snuggling into his arms when his lips begain to press softly against mine, my eyes closed and we held each other tight. Zacky sat practicing his guitar while of course Arin was on the drums. Johnny just sat there spaced out. I thought maybe we should go back at the end of this tour and invite Dawn for the next one. we were only touring finland and had maybe 3-4 shows left. would only take a month or so. I had her number so we could contact her. I was tired and wanted to sleep. I nuzzled my face into the side of M and curled up, he saw i was sleepy so let me rest for a while then scooped me up.He wrapped me softly in some blankets and soon after fell asleep holding me in his arms. He kissed my cheek and I couldnt help but to smile in my sleep. I felt like the luckiest girl on the planet.
