Pass || Jaeyong [COMPLETED]

dua

June 26, 1:28 pm

Jaehyun:
your birthday's coming up
normally i would ask you what you wanted
and you would say 'your love?'
but you already have that
i would say

then you would say 'your heart'
then i would say
'you have that too'

and you still do

———

Jaehyun threw his phone on his bed. "It's useless," he said. "What do i think will happen, he suddenly pops out of nowhere and says 'surprise, I'm not dead'?" He covered his face with his hands.

'Why does this have to be so hard?' he dejectedly thought. 'I miss you," he thought, tearing up. It was still light, but he laid in his bed and cried himself to sleep.

~~~

Taeyong watched Jaehyun with sad eyes. His phone kept buzzing from all the messages his former lover sent. Of course, no one could see or hear him. Nor could they see or hear any possible impacts that he made to the outside world. Jaehyun rolled over, giving Taeyong a complete view of his beautiful yet tear stained cheeks and puffy face. Taeyong wanted so badly to reach over, wash his former lover's face, pepper his with soft kisses, and hug him till he couldn't breathe.

But he couldn't do that, hard as he try. The older male passed his hand over Jaehyun's face.

"Sleep tight, love," he whispered.

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