Forgiveness Is The Key {Tamtori Fanfic}

Adrenaline

{Tamara's POV}

I wake up when I felt the car stop moving. I look outside and see that we made it to the airport. "Parking...parking..." I hear Ell murmur as she searches for a parking spot. I Sigh. In all honesty I didn't really want to go to this vacation...I don't even know where it is we are going. I only know that it's going to last for a week. I Turn to the other side of the car and see Tori leaning against the door of the car,sleeping. I roll my eyes. I wasn't mad at her..but I still didn't feel as safe around her. Though a part of me does feel like she has changed,that she really wants me to forgive her,that she really does want me to be her friend. But that part of me is something she could never see.. even when she did for..a little..

We finally found a parking space and we all started to get our stuff. "Tam,Wake up Tori." Demands Matilda. Well damn..I try and poke her face..obviously not the hurt part of it..that'd be messed up. "Tori,wake up.." I say. No response. Annoying.. "wake up Tori!" I try and shake her a bit. Still no response. I didn't want to do this, but she leaves me no choice...
I grab ahold of her shoulders and start to vigorously shake her. "WAKE THE FUCK UP COMMIE!!!" I yell at her. She opens her eyes with shock. "IM UP!!" She yells back. "Good.." I say. It gets silent and neither of us were moving. "Uhm..T-Tamara..?" She asks. I look at her face..blushing.. then I look at the position we were in. I was on Tori's lap,still holding onto her shoulders. I start to feel my face heat up. I immediately jump off of her and out the car. "S-sorry.." I say taking a step back. She gets out of the car a bit unbalanced. "It's fine.." she says calmly. I try and forget about this...what is wrong with me why am I feeling this way??

{Tori's POV}

I felt my face still warm as I got out of the car. Tamara has never been so close to me...
I see as how she tries to not make eye contact with me,I only assume that she feels a bit embarrassed. I grab my bag and follow Ell and Matilda as they walk towards the airport,with Tamara following behind me.

We waited in a line to get out plane tickets to the flight attendant in order to get in the plane. ((guys I've never been on a plane so idk how this works sorry)) I once in a while turned around to look at Tamara,only to find her staring at me then quickly look away. I chuckled a bit only to get a confused face expression from Tamara.

As we entered the plane pick our seats,I look around to see that there are only two seats for each row,and I turn around to see where the other girls go and sit. Matilda and Ell had already found their seat and it had seemed that every seat was already taken,all except one pair of seats. I sit at the seat next to the window, then I feel someone sit next to me. I look and see Tamara sit next to me,her face a bit red yet she looked kind of uncomfortable. "T-There were no more seats.." she says. I sigh and smile a bit. "That's okay." Why have I been so nice to her lately..??

As the flight attendants tell us to put our seat belts on,I look out the window. I used to have a private jet... I start to feel irritated. The fact that I have to sit with other people was sinking in..but that's fine..I'll regain my position..sooner or later..
I turn to look at Tamara. "Tamara? Are you okay?" I say. She looked as thought he were to throw up. "Y-Yeah..it's just..I normally s-sit with Ell on plane rides..since I'm scared of heights.." she only closed her eyes tight and I see her clench onto the arm rest. so she's scared of heights...hmm.
I somehow feel bad for her though..seeing her at this state..I know I shouldn't but if I want my plan to work I have to befriend her. I hesitate to put my hand on her hand. Why do I feel nervous..

I see in the corner of my eye how she looks at me in confusion and a look of desperation. "I know I'm not Ell..b-but I will do my best to help.." I say without thinking. "Thank you Tori.." she says and I feel her grip tighten on my hand. My heart is beating so fast..maybe it's adrenaline? Or rage?..I don't feel angry at the moment but I do feel like I want to jump out this window..my heart might as well be killing me right now...
I hear Tamara sigh. I think she calmed down..
the plane starts to move,some turbulence here and there but it's the plane lifting upwards. Tamara's hand starts shaking a bit. I turn to look at her.
"Hey,it's going to be okay...there's no need for you to be afraid" she looks at me desperately and makes an effort to smile. I feel like a knife is stabbing me in the chest..!! I then catch a glimpse of the row across the plane and see Ell and Matilda taking pictures. Tamara notices me looking the other way and turns around. "Ell!! Whyyy!!" Tamaras face starts blushing. "It's okay!! Their all good pictures!!" I hear Matilda say to Ell. I sink back in my seat while blushing. Some friends I have.. I chuckle a bit. How can I even consider them friends..

Their just for..a short period of time...yeah..
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PHEW!! guys I feel like this is too short but I GOT WRITERS BLOCK MIDWAY THIS CHAPTER!! luckily I had my friends give me inspiration! I do hope you enjoy this chapter!! Now I'm off to work on my other story!!
                  -Skash