Monsta Chat

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I'm trying to update everything tonight cause I leave tomorrow at like 9am to go on a trip- can't even get into the nERVES I have over this trip for multiple reasons eicbwWI- right now I'll just focus on the **holy shit I'm seeing Monsta x live on monday** panic because the other panicking thoughts are too depressing LMFAO

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Hoseok: question

Kihyun: no

Hyungwon: dont tell him no till he asks it

Kihyun: 🙄

Hoseok: uh- just if choir was a fake job and that's how Shownu got exposed as an idol... what is Kihyun?

Kihyun; FOR FUCKS SAKE I SAID NO

Jooheon: welp

Shownu: sigh

Changkyun: :( just talk to us please why are you both so secretive? Like Shownu got exposed (you're welcome) but why was it a secret to start :((

Minhyuk: because they don't trust us?

Hyungwon: why wouldn't they trust us?!

Hoseok: were random people they met online?

Hyungwon: okay valid but we've grown so close by now :(

Kihyun: were still here you know?

Jooheon: :((

Shownu: oh my god the guilt

Kihyun: there isn't anything to feel guilty over?! 

Jooheon: you're right keeping secrets and lying to friends is fine

Shownu: that's not what he or I did and Jooheon you lied about what you did at the start or disguised it at least for a reason and we all understood and moved past it so what the fuck?

Jooheon: I-

Kihyun: yeah I'm an idol trainee but I'm not ALLOWED to tell anyone about it and my company searched my phone (which they do randomly to all their trainees) and saw this message I'd be kicked out and lose my chance at following my dreams of singing on a stage so yeah, I wanted to be in the chat and make real friends who weren't other trainees in the same program that were just going to use me but I couldn't exactly say what I did fucking sue me

Hoseok: I

Hyungwon: um..

Shownu: I already got in trouble for it but I've debuted they can't terminate my contract as easily as his so I just got yelled at and given more practicing hours as a punishment

Minhyuk: .,, that's so wrong to be punished for making friends tho....

Shownu: that's the life of idols 😪

Jooheon: I'm sorry... I didn't know and didn't think about how hurtful pushing it out of you guys would be

Changkyun: IM SO FUCKING SORRY I EXPOsed YOU AND GOT YOU IN YROUBLE SHOWNU HYUNG I NEVER TEALIZED HOW SCARY AND HARD IT WAS AJD THAT THE CONOABY WAS SO MEAN ANE DIDNT LIKE DRIENESHIPS IM SO FUCKING SORRY HYUNG

Minhyuk: woah Kyunnie- I'm sure he's not that mad at you

Changkyun: please PLEASEREEE don't be mad it was my fault they can yell at me and punish me instead

Shownu: oh my god no its okay Changkyun i was about  to say it anyways when you interrupted me remember?  It's not your fault

Jooheon: awww :(

Hyungwon: where is Kihyun

Hoseok: I'm worried diD THEY TAKE HIS PHINE IF SK HI I WORK OUT AJD IT YOU RUIN HIS drEAMS ILL RUIN YOUR HEALTH

Kihyun: ^ that's stupid

Shownu: hes most likely just upset rn and not ready to say anything yet but when he is he'll talk

Kihyun: ^^

Jooheon: okay.. as long as he is safe and his dream is safe....

Hyungwon: Well band together and fight for his dream

Changkyun: I'll kill for it

Minhyuk: okay too far