Trying to drown my pains
But this alcohol isn't strong enough to kill it all
I only fade away
I drink and drink all day
27 shots of whiskey, 3 bottles of wine, and another cup of vodka.
My body doesn't work
But my mind keeps thinking of things that hurt.
I feel worn inside,
I'm being burn alive
All that's left falls behind
I visited my heart, and it escaped it's prison
It's been long enough, where are you now?
I want to love you, where have you gone?
Your not here, where you belong
I've been trying to keep you in place
Where are you now, my dear beloved?
Looking for you in this shot of whiskey
Looking for you in the redness of the wine
Where are you now, that I feel empty?
Now I'm alone, once again
This alcohol isn't strong enough
My pains haven't left
My death is yet to come
Why isn't it strong enough?
Been crying for days
I've lost the color, can't see it anymore
All is black, all is blue
Nowhere to find my beloved truth
Can't escape
Can't drown it
My heart is gone, my crown has fallen
The day ends, but my blood keeps running
Alcohol, please kill this pain
It's all I have to say
All I ask
Is for an end
Or a beloved man that would love
The mess that I am.
