I wait for the clock
On my nightstand to turn 12
Impatient I sneak out of bed,
Smiling at the fact
I went to bed in leggings
And a Sweatshirt.
I tip-toe to my window
And quietly as possible
I slide it open;
Cursing my luck as it squeaks
And listening to see
If anyone is awake,
I breathe a sigh of relief
No apparent footsteps.
I put a leg
Out the window
Then the other
And slowly slide
To the side of the roof,
Lifting myself
Over the side to the drain spout
Bracing the siding
And letting myself
Slide down to the ground
Feeling a moment of brilliance.
As it was I
Who discovered this
Wonderful means of sneaking out,
I lightly step around the house
And to the road
Walking around the corner
To the car with its lights on
I open the door
And hop in
Feeling that certain excitement
I feel when I am with you,
We drive off into the night
Another night
We both sneak out
Because this is after all
A secret love
Between you and me.
And when we stopped to watch the thunder and lightning roll up into the night sky
I was secretly scared because I felt like I would fuck it up on my own
You were looking my way But I just assumed you were watching the storm like I was, Secretly.
But then I found out; You weren't; it made me feel happier
but then you put your hands on my leg and made me feel like I was special
you wrapped your arms around my shoulders and pushed me closer
you smelt like honey and rain it turned me on it made me think of a million reasons why I never wanted the night to ever end
you lifted my face up close to yours and tried to give me a kiss but I rejected you
It wasn't because I didn't wanna kiss you- trust me I wanted to kiss you till my lips were numb as ice
you said, "You okay?" and as always I responded, "Yes, Just scared"
you smiled my favourite smile and kissed me like there was no tomorrow which I loved more than anything in the world
we kissed and kissed and kissed as the thunder became more powerful and louder It made me feel like the more we kissed the more the thunder became stronger..like my love for you
you slid your hands down my waist to my private part , it made me feel squishy, but also got me excited
Even though I flinched you still kissed me and pleased me.
when we were kissing you moved my hand to your pants where your dick was, it made me flinched ever harder, but also got me hornier and hotter
you unzipped your pants but you also were kissing me as you were unzipping your pants a million thoughts ran through my mind
"Please dont rape me."
"Please don't make me"
"please don't leave"
"please fall in love with me"
"Please be easy on me"
"why am I doing this?"
"Why am I here?"
"Why is my body reacting to this?"
"This is what I've always dreamed of"
"Thank you, Lord."
"sorry mom"
It was a Magical night, which I will honestly never forget;
Unless the lord deletes it from my brain then otherwise I simply shall take advantage of it and continue to remember my young years.
