𝙎𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧

//11//I'm a Mess

Russia's Pov

I and Italy went home after that..weird logic thing "Hey would you like to hang out sometime?" Italy asked "Sure why not?" She smiled as she waved going to home "See you at school!" I waved back smiling heading home too 'cute' I though as soon I entered the house I locked the door and looked at the painting I felt a tear go down my cheek I It was a painting of me and dad, Belarus and Ukraine are at collage I haven't seen them in a while ah silly me I should been there.. but I keep failing my grades..I went to my room and sat on my bed I know I've promised this... 

But.. he's not here and I can't help my self but to..'I'm sorry father' I kneed down grabbing a box that I hid under my bed I opened the box and grabbed the blade I kept in for five years I uncover my old bandages and see my old cuts..there almost gone but.. It's too late now I went to the bathroom turned on the water by the sink and slit one cut two cut maybe four five and than I felt a bit calm and relaxed I slowly sighed and washed off my blood with the water than I turned it off I looked down at my cutten arms and smiled "I'm such an idiot..Cyka..-" I grabbed the new bandages and fixed them up to my wrist I looked at the clock it was almost night time I went down to make some dinner and enjoy my self, I wanted to make my dad's favourite dish It would be amazing..I smiled of the though but cried of the memory "I wish I could've been nice to my father for once.." I sigh Sitting alone and eating "Papa I wish..you where here with me.." To Admit I hated eating alone.

America's Pov

Me and Philippines where giggling we held hands together "I'm going to your school tomorrow!! Eek!!" Philippines said smiling "I know babe! Your gonna meet all my friends! there all nice..well except one.." I said It was Russia of course I know I barely know him I mean- I did bringed him into my house as he almost though I kidnapped him- "Hmm? who?" He leaned to me I "Russia..But be nice to him he lost his dad" He nodded "Sure will!" I smiled "Thank-" He kissed me as I kissed back our lips break apart a few breaths "Mm" Philippines giggled "Let's go to bed now Sunshine" He nodded I grabbed him and carried him to my bed we layed there and than It begins again.

He slid his hand down my thighs and kissed my chin I let out a loud but I soft moan "I love you Philippines~" "I Only love you no one else!!" Philippines smiled "I love you too Ame~!"

Russia's Pov

Riiiiinnnnggg

I growled and slapped off my alarm clock and looked up "Holy-" I got off my bed "I forgot to do my homework fuck!" I yelled and got dressed I quickly went off to school But first I went to buy some star bucks there I stepped into the school I started getting stares from everyone once again Italy went up to me and hugged me from behind I waved at her as she smiled "Buon gorgioooo!" She giggled and pointed at Serbia asking quietly "Is he okay?" I looked over to Serbia confused he seemed quite pissed "I dunno I'm going to go ask him" She nodded letting me go I went over to Serbia and asked him what's wrong "Oh well you see Croatia Is trying to be a-"Than Croatia came "I'm trying to be his friend but he won't accepted it~?" "You see what I mean he's acting weird!"Serbia said as Croatia looked down at the smaller male "I'm just being honest!"He said pouting Serbia raised an eyebrow "B-But you always pick a fight with me.."He looked up at him "Not anymore!" Croatia grabbed his hand and ran off outside 'Did they even noticed I was in front of them..-?' Meh Why should I care The bell rang as I forgot to do my homework I skipped and went outside But Serbia and Croatia where no where seem to be found I went behind the school and sat down next to the old but big tree it was beautiful the smell of nature and everything since no one comes here I could've enjoy my self..until something or someone ruined it all..

The Philippines

He came running here and saw me "Uhm Excuse me but this is my place"He said "I don't see your name on it and plus I've been here more than your excuse ass" at this point I didn't care to anything "Excuse ME? I came here with my boyfriend" I looked up at him It was him America wasn't with him so I deiced to mess up their relationship I smirked "Same His name's America" "What? No! He's mine!" "What ever you say twat now screw off" He jumped like a little kid up and down "I'm calling him over!" "Do whatever" I said once again I knew he didn't have any guts to fight me since I'm 'The soviet Union's son' and to be honest I am strong since my dad did tell me how to fight for any defence or a thief.

America's Pov

I was on my phone trying to find the best oil background so my boyfriend Philippines can see how cool I am I smiled until I heard the whines of Philippines Oh god It hurted my heart so much He ran up to me and hugged me "What's wrong!!?" I asked worried as he opened his mouth "A-M-Mean guy- called me a-a Faggot"I winded my eyes to this point I didn't care I was pissed "Lead me to him" He nodded sobbing as I got there it was Russia I walked up to him "Hey! Why did you do that!"I asked as he looked at me normally like nothing happened my god my friends where right he is heartless such a terrible human being "I though I could trust you Russia what the hell!?" I looked at him still nothing he pushed me down and started to kick at me Philippines gasped and tried to defend me by getting him off me but no use Russia used his elbow to punch Philippines his face was bruised a bit his lip and I saw a little bit of blood coming from his mouth "The fuck?!" I pushed him off me and picked up Philippines "Oh I'm so glad your dad died actually I wished you died and your father stayed alive" I said picking up Philippines angry but pissed I lead him to the nurse and never faced Russia he was sent to the Principle's office by me and Philippines.

Russia's Pov

'I wish it was you'

'I hate you'

'I'm so glad you dad actually died'

'No one wants to be your friend now for sure'

'I bet everyone hates you'

The voice rang in my head I was standing out side the school shock But than I snapped out of it I sigh and went inside the school the Principe's office She looked at me "I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU YOUNG MAN" "Now Let me call your dad what's his number!" I stayed silence She looked at me mad "He's dead" "Your mothers?" "I don't have one" "Anyones?" "No.." I said "Okay..First of all why did you beat him up and called Philippines a faggot?" My eyes winded "I-I never called Philippines a faggot!" "Sure you didn't-America told me he heard you"Oh those liars "...Because he laughed at my fathers death.." "That's just a joke maybe you could've-" "JUST A JOKE YOU SAY? MY DAD DIED A FEW DAYS AGO AND YOU THINK I'M FINE?!" She sighed and said

"Russia your expelled."