Replaced (BTS FF)

Chapter 4

Christmas time

I stroll around the Town looking at the happy families laughing and having fun I was the odd one out. I had no one to spend Christmas with. Where is BTS your best friends you may wonder. Well they are with Lisa they officially replaced me. Tears slid down my face and I ran home and slammed the door crying my heart out. I have no point in living I'm going to die soon anyway. I write down a letter and place it on my bed. I looked at a picture of us all hanging out together and it made me hurt even more that they don't care about me finally I wrote a message to Jimin the one I was most closest to but I didn't send it i didn't want anyone to stop me. I grab the knife and make so much cuts on my finger I take the anti- depressant pills and swallowed half the bottle and I blacked out

Jimin's PoV
We were walking down the street after a fun time shopping and going ice skating
Me: Why didn't we invite Y/N?
NamJoon: She had a cold vibe around her we didn't want that ruining our time
Me: But this is Christmas she shouldn't be alone
Suga: She is probably spending it with someone
At that moment we pass her house and I notice that no lights were on and no Christmas decorations this isn't normal
Me: her lights aren't on or the decorations aren't up I'm going to check
I walk up to her door and knock but no answer I continue knocking
J-Hope : she probably went out with someone
DING! went my phone and I checked it and I was horrified it said
Jimin I hope you are having a wonderful Christmas this is my last message to you nobody cares for me so I am leaving this world goodbye see you on the other side
I turn around and see the others looking over my shoulder and had the same horrified face I knock down the door and ran up to her room but she wasn't there I checked the bathroom and saw her still body and blood everywhere the others followed me and were shocked I cried so much
Me: Call the ambulance Y/N stay with me don't die please don't
At the hospital
We were sitting in the waiting room crying when the doctor came up to us
Doctor: I don't know if she will make it or not and the chances are low since she has
depression and Lung cancer stage 4
Jungkook: Wait lung cancer
Dr: didn't you know she was diagnosed on 23/11/19 she called someone about it but that person never picked up or something
Jin: It's my fault she called me but I said that we were too busy and hung up on her
The police walked in and handed us a letter
Police: we found this on her bed
I opened it and it said
Dear No one
I said this because no one cares for me they all go and replace me and forget about me
I would like to say to Jin. Yoongi. Hoseok, NamJoon, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook I want to say thank you for being my best friend until Lisa came I thought after a week you will invite me to hang out with you guys and Lisa but no I get replaced. I found out that I had Cancer stage 4 and I told no one because I was A nobody. Right Jin? I was depressed while you were out having fun forgetting about me and I was hurt that my best friends would go and replace me I sooner didn't mind as I knew I was going to die from cancer . I hope you have a fun life with out me.
From Y/N
With reading that we all ended up crying
Dr: she woke up but you can't see her yet we are getting her a therapist to talk to her
When he went we stood up and went to her door to