Half a Heart

chapter 10

troyes POV:

we got back to tylers from the mall. I say hi to korey and walk into tylers room to take a nap because I was so tired jet lag really gets to me. I laid down in tylers bed taking in the sent of his sheets and smiling . I feel into a light sleep only to wake up to my throat being so dry. I slowly and groggily got out of tys protective comforter and walked to his kitchen I got a glass of ice cold water and turned to sit at the bar facing into the tyler living room. I hadn't even noticed the two bodies very close on the couch when I walked through. and obviously they didn't notice me. suddenly koreys eyes shoot up at me and then back down to Tyler and all of a sudden he kissed him... I dropped my water the glass shattering into a million pieces I ran towards the door turning back only once to see koreys lips still securely on tylers. I ran and I ran I ran across the busy road outside tylers complex I ran all the way past the mall ty and I had driven to earlier I ran to a park and I sat down on the ground in front of a bench. I ripped my "necklace" off taking the cool blade between my fingers and abruptly taking it to my wrist.

1..

I actually am silly enough to believe Tyler actually had feeling for me

2...

this is the worst pain I've ever experienced. not the pain in my arm but the pain in my heart.

3...

tyler and korey have feelings for each other

4...

where am I going to sleep

I take my time decorating my cuts with smaller marks and making my little friends deeper. tears started to fall more and more this was to much this is just something I could in no way be prepared for. the blood started rolling down my arm leaving a small puddle on the pavement. a few drops land on the laces of my converse. I put the razor in my mouth to clean it and it feels good between my teeth sometimes. I take my sock off and wrap it around my forearm trying to calm the blood. I start breathing heavy the tears keep falling im shaking, and then I scream, I scream like I've never screamed before I ran out breath trying to calm down I breath in and out in and out. until I see a figure running towards me. shit.

*tylers pov*

I sat in the living room with korey on the couch next to me and troye sitting at the bar facing us. I was just scrolling through Twitter and all of a sudden I felt korey come closer to me... as soon as I know it he leans in and kisses me! I pulled away quickly. I looked over where troye was and there was nobody... all I heard was the sound of a door slamming..

I got up and gave korey a nasty look. my head was pounding I was so angry. I ran out the door and down the hallway as fast as I could. after running past the mall, I saw troye sitting under a bench in a park. I saw him holding a necklace which had a weird charm like object on it. I got closer and troye looked over at me he was crying his eyes were bloodshot and he was holding his sock to his arm...I sat down next to him and said," it wasn't me.... I have no feelings for him.. he is pushing himself towards me hoping we can date when it will never...EVER...happen.."

I looked down at the ground scared of what was to come I noticed drops of what looked like blood on his shoelaces.

we sat in silence for a minute more and troye finally spoke up and stated that he forgave me, but will never forgive korey ever again..... I stared down at his necklace dangling out of his clenched fist that had an object that object was a razor blade.... I soon checked his wrist and arms removing the sock I saw one with about 20 small... but deep cuts. I also noticed little pink marks underneath the fresh cuts informing. me this was not the first time. I couldn't believe it what korey made him do.. i looked up at my best friend with big eyes. i started to tear up and I took his arm in my hand i kissed his arm. "please promise me you will never do this again" i pleaded. he looked down at the ground and I saw tears start to fall I know now, that I will never forgive korey for this.