bloodlust or desire?⋆➳ Kim Taehyung Fanfic

𝟙➳her

as i gain more consciousness, i become more aware of my surroundings.

where am i? is the first thought that comes to my mind.

everything seems to be falling apart, the houses are burnt, the roofs no more, the windows shattered and the people as lifeless as the rotten plants nearby. as i look up at the sky, the sky i used to adore, the sky that once used to give warmth to me when i felt sad, the sky that never failed to make me feel happy and loved, was now a painting of black and grey, and believe me, that was a painting i'd never like to see again.

looking around, i could sense the end, the end that i had somehow caused, for i could feel guilt building up in my throat and mind, maybe because these people were my responsibility

or maybe because

i was the only one standing alive.

"Your Highness.....its time for breakfast.... Miss Y/n?!? wake up!!"

i jolt up, causing the maid to look at me in alarm and worry splashed all over her pale face.

the same dream, the same me, the only thing that had changed from the past few days was that i had gotten used to the dream-surroundings and could roam around with my will, like in a lucid dream. lately, the crown i wore had become a burden to me, an embarrassment to my predecessors, something that constantly reminded me of my many duties and responsibilities as queen.

"aahhhh, sorry, ghara, i just keep having these dreams."

"Your Majesty, you're stronger than that, don't let these dreams trigger you!!"

"no no, ghara, i'm just,,,,s-scared" you stutter, for that word was to be never used by you, as your father had said, for that word was not fit for a royalty.

"Miss, it will end soon, maybe you just need a bath in the holy abyss.... the sisters will relieve you of your worries for sure."

"yes , i guess." no, this is my fight, i can't risk anyone being hurt.

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you get up, take a shower in your royal bathroom, wear a striking red gown with an embroidered neck and endless layers. you never wanted to lead a simple life so you went on decorating yourself with accessories. you wear a heavy-diamond-fitted necklace on your pale and luscious neck.

as soon as you get near to the dining room door, you smell the many "bloody" foods that your servants had made for you, and for you alone, but here's the catch.... everyday, you would invite one or two families from the vamp-raven -village to have breakfast with you, to interact better with your subjects, be it a poor family or your kingdom nobility, since you were a just queen.

"Your majesty, it's time for you to get married." says your advisor before you can take one bite of your red-blood-toast.

"i won't listen to this nonsense right now, let me gain some energy in peace." you roar in utter anger and annoyance, as your least favourite topic on Barankoskavia starts to be discussed on the first minute of the day.

"but My Queen, the people need a male-dominant kingdom, or else they'll fall weak and lose hope in the royal family." says Vanter, your right-hand man.

"you think too highly of male-kind, as soon as i marry one of them, they'll snatch the throne right away" you say, with disgust clearly upainted all over your face.

"no, Your Highness, you think too poorly of us, we're not always looking for power, but for love and for the right partner." says Gunter, your left-hand man.

"i think we do not need a king, your majesty, your will to rule and your cleverness in kingdom matters have proved to be of great value, and have given us the opportunity to become the third-most-powerful vampire kingdom in barankoskavia." says a girl of a family you had invited today."its like: one step for woman......."

"....... 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍" you say proudly, your eyes red with adrenaline and your fangs out, as a mark to start your day.

Author's Note:

please don't be a silent reader, tell me if i should alter the storyline or make some changes, or maybe just tell me if i should keep going, because i really need it.

thank you babygirls and babyboys, remember that you're loved and sleep well <3