I told him so many times not to worry about changes.
That we would always have time for each other even if all the odds might be against us.
I wanted to be strong for him but I knew the truth way before it became real.
We're drifting away from each other; he has a girlfriend now and he really deserves the happiness she gives him.
But she's also barging between us; she isn't fond of our connection, and everything I am, or rather have been, and what I've done for him.
He stopped calling, texting me back, and doesn't have time for me anymore.
"You know how school can get"
"My parents need me home for the weekend, sorry"
"I actually wanted to see my girlfriend for once, she is important to me"
Well, that hurt..
He thought he was gonna lose me over time; that I would just go away and stop caring like we hadn't been to hell and back together.
But I stopped caring because I cared too much.
Too much for just a friend and when he reconsidered his priorities I knew it was time for me to find someone who would put me first for once.
He shall think of us as 'on pause' as long as he lets her decide how many places there are to be filled at the status of first priority.
Until then, we are broken; pieces shattered away...
