Deaths flowers Far cry 5 [female reader x Seeds brothers]

A plan to help

[John pov]

I wake up with a feeling of being free. I can still see my room dark but my doors are is still close and (y/n) not in bed? I was about to panic but I hear the shower running. I get up to undress to get in too, I need one after yesterday. I open the restroom door to see (y/n) sitting down in the shower in the corner. "(y/n)?" I ask silents was all I hear. "(y/n) are you alright?" I ask I still hear silents I open the shower door to see (y/n) looking down. "(y/n) did you hurt yourself?" I ask feeling really concerned. I see her shake her head no, she look at me but look away quickly. I chuckle "Well do you mind if I take one with you?" I ask (y/n) get's up and I see she has 3 more tattoos on her back as well one large snake on her leg I may of not saw it yesterday when I was lost to her. One has a spartan, one had an entente on a chair, and last was a man like dog. I trace my hand on the sins that were for those tattoos. I feel (y/n) calm with me doing this, "(y/n) why were you siting on the floor?" I ask I see her turn around to hug me to hear her cry. I hug back to help her, I want her to tell me but I don't know what it is? "Shh... It's fine (y/n)." I said trying to help her I grab the soap and start to wash her to get her clean. "It's ok (y/n)... We can help you, let me help you." I said I see (y/n) still holding me and her eyes were in a lake of sadness. I kiss her lips to help her, I feel her kiss back I feel like it was a heated make out session with her. We stop and I want her not to stop but she lets go of me, then she starts to help clean me up. "I'm sorry..." (y/n) said "No. You do not have to apologizes (y/n) I understand how you feel, I never got to do that before I saw my brother helping me calm down to cry and show him how much pain I was in." I said holding (y/n) I see some hope in her eyes and this place gave me hope with her. I want to not kill people to show the people that the end is coming. The Bliss flowers are not right compared to (y/n) Dark flower. I want to change from the word of my brother form this Devil Bliss to the new beginning with Death's Roes. I was so much in my thoughts that I feel a finger tracing my chest where my sin is. I look down to see (y/n) looking at it with a light touch "(y/n)?" I ask, I see her look up into my eyes "I want to get rid of the Bliss from my area I need your help. I want to save people but what I was doing never want to hurt anyone but my brother has forgiveness but our older brother dose not like saving the weak. I need you to save them, I need you... to free my people." I said "Yes John." (y/n) said I smile so wildly at her for saying that I never want her to get hurt but the flower's I need to make more, I kiss her lips and hug her close to me. We wash off but (y/n) dose not have anything to ware so I found her a black shirt and some jeans. I watch as she put them one never relies how tight that shirt was on her but show me a lot. But the tattoos on her back I want to know. "Hey um... (y/n) I think you forgot to tell me the tattoos on your back." I said "Oh I forgot about those that was Ares the God of War as Pride, Hades the God of the Underworld as Sloth, and Anubis the God of the Dead as Gluttony." (y/n) said I smile at how she had chosen her side of those sins but I do believe she has 4 of them but the last 3 she has don't show her as those things. " I will get my people ready and you are going to help me clear their mind from the Bliss." I said I see her nod "Can you do a few things when I'm gone?" (y/n) ask "What is it?" I ask "I need your people to stand down at Fall's End. I will be there to tell them to drop their gun's no killing. No Sins. No Resistant. The flower will keep you alive. Take some of the seeds of the Roses you need them to start planting I need you to give them that tea to help them open their heart." (y/n) said "I will. I promise." I said "Good... I love you." (y/n) said I was shock but I feel more happy now. "I love you too." I said I feel a peck on my lips and (y/n) heading out I radio my follower's to leave her alone. I walk outside to give a speech "Brothers and Sisters I know we are at war with the Resistant's. But now I saw God... I saw him showing what we are doing is a Sin..." I hear my follower's gasp, "Yes... I said it. We are doing this out of Greed. I am a shame of myself for hurting those that had their flesh rip out of their body's. I am a shame of sending you all out to steal, killing people, losing people that you love by The Father, and my lack of leadership. I want to change that, I want you to walk a different path not to Gate to Eden. But a path for a better tomorrow. He has show me that fire dose rain but it is not fire. But a weapon we must get rid of the Bliss. It not for a better tomorrow but to free our heart... The souls are free of it not the heart. We stand together to free our life I want us to be one together free our brother's. Free our sister's. Show mercy to our neighbor's no pain, show we can trust them. No matter how much you hate them this God will help you see peace. I ask for your help to free your heart not your soul. Join me and soon other's for a better tomorrow. Join me to help make peace in the East. Not war. I ask of you will you or will you not..." I ask I wait I see a fist rise up. Then another, more rise up. "We will work with that." One of them said I hear cheering for this but I still have those that are on the rode killing. I walk down and plant the seed I see it was growing really fast. I see the black flower's grow. I pick them to show my people, "This is the flower. It my feel like Darkness but you can see the truth in your heart I ask for the Bliss to be destroyed and boil this flower into tea I will give you the honey to help heal your heart." I said I see them move to get the collide ready to boil water. This will be our new work I am sorry Joseph but this is the path.