If I smile would you believe me?

Chapter 6

A/N
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-12 in the afternoon-

                -izukus POV-
I woke up before Todoroki
When I looked over at him
"So cute"I whispered to myself
I gently unwraped his hands from my side and got up.
I didn't want to wake him up but I couldn't go back to sleep I decided I was just going to get ready and go for a walk.
I walked into the bathroom going to take a shower and looked over to where a hid a razer.
"N-no I can't..not now"I whispered to myself

-time skip-
As I was putting on my shoes I heard todoroki
"Izuku?"
"Hey todo I was just going on a walk you can go back to sleep"
"Oh ok be careful"
"Ok"I walked out the door and put my headphones in my ears.
-30 mins later-
My music stopped playing,I looked at my phone
"Ah my phones dead"
As I started walking back I heard a voice
"Oi deku"
Oh no I know that voice
"Kacchan?"
"Now that icyhot isn't here we can finally finish what  we started"
I would have run but that would have made him madder. I must of blanked out cause the next thing I know I was on the ground
I looked up at him
"P-please kacchan"
He used his quirk and put his hand on my shoulder
I let out a whimper in pain
"K-kacchan p-please s-s-stop" I said through tears,after that I blacked out
-2 hours later-
When I woke up I was in so much pain
"I wonder how much damage he did" I thought to myself
"I really am worthless."
I went to pull my phone out but I realized that wasn't in my pocket
"Did kacchan take it?"I thought to myself
I went to get up but fell back down
"Ow!"
After a couple minutes I got the strangth to stand up and I slowly start walking back
After about 10 minutes of walking I ran into Todoroki
izuku what happened?!
"What?"
You have bruises and burn marks every where! Who did this?
I must have went numb to to the pain
"It..was..kacchan"
Bakugo did this?!
I nodded my head
"Let's get you home"
"Ok" right after I said that it all went black
-3 hours later-
I woke up but it wasn't at the dorms,I sat up in panic
"Izuku it's ok" I heard someone say
"Todoroki?...where am I?"
"Your in the hospital"
"Why what happened"I didn't remember much from this morning
"You don't remember?"
I shook my head
"n-no"
"Well..you went for a walk and I'm guessing bakugo attacked you"
"O-oh...when can I go back to the dorms?"
"I don't know they haven't told me much" as he said that a nurse walked in
"Ah your awake!"the nurse said
"Yea"I said shyly
"So we are going to look at your injury's if that's ok with you"
"It's fine"
"Great!"she started looking at my injury's
"So how did this happen"
I dunno-
Todoroki cut me off
"He said he doesn't remember much but we think one of our classmates did it"
"Ok do you know this classmates name?"Bakugo"((I forgot his first name
oof lol))
"Ok"
-after she finished looking at dekus injury's-

"May I speak with you?"she asked Todoroki
"Uhm yea?"
"Ok"they stepped out of the room

-Todorokis POV-
"So we will be able to release izuku later today but..he is extremely malnourished,do you know the last time he ate"
"No I don't I will ask him"
"Ok"she smiled
"You can go back in"she said
"Ok"I walked back
"Hey izu?"
"Yea?"
"When was the last time you...ate something?"
"Wh-what"
"The last time you ate..a meal?"
"....two or three months"he said quietly

-izukus POV-
I could see the look of shock on his face ,I looked down in shame
"I should of just lied,he probably hates me now"I didn't realize I was muttering
"Izuku" he gently lifted my head up
"I don't hate you,I could never hate you"
"I-i didn't know I was muttering I'm sorry"
"You don't have to be sorry izuku"before I could say anything back I felt a pair of warm arms wrap around me
"I love you izu"
"I love you too"
-time skip to after they got back to the dorms-
"Hey izu?"
"Yea?"
"Can you try to eat something for me?"
"...I-I can try"
"Thank you"

-dinner time-
I guess I fell asleep cause I woke up to Todoroki waking me up.
"Izuku"
"Hi todo"I said as I woke up
"It's time for dinner izu"
"O-oh..ok"

-in the dorms kitchen-
So what do you want to eat?"
"I-I dunno"
"I was just going to make otemeal for me do you want that"
"Sure"
"Ok,you don't have to eat a lot but atleast 1 or 2 bites"
"Ok"
-after he made the otemeal-

Todorokis POV
I sat a small bowl of oatmeal in front of Izu and I could tell he was nervous.
"You want me to help Izu?"
"Y-yea..if you don't mind"
"I don't mind" I said as I moved closer to him
I got a little bit on the spoon and put it up to his mouth

Izukus POV
I hesitately ate it I had to force it all but I did it!
I felt a genuine smile spread across my face been a while since I smiled a real smile.
" You did it Izu!"
"I-I did!"
"Can you take another bite?"
"Y-yea"
I took another bite but it didn't go down as smooth I had to spit it out.
"Are you ok izu?"
"Ye-im s-sorry"
"Why are you sorry you took a bite that's amazing!"
When he said that the voices came into my head

FAT
UGLY
UNLOVABLE
I could feel the tears in my eyes and before I knew it I was crying,I knew Todoroki was talking but I couldn't hear him over the voices.
I ran.
I ran to the bathroom and locked the door quickly I threw up the food.
I tried not to but I felt like I was being drawn to the razor.
I grabbed it.
"Just a couple"I thought to myself
1...
2...
"Izuku please open the door"
3...
4...
"Izuku! Open the door or I'm busting in!"
I ignored him
6...
8...BAM!
When I looked up I saw Todoroki the shock on his face.
I started balling my eyes out
"I-I-I'm so-rry"
He quickly ran over to me and hugged me
"W-where did you get the razor?"
I didn't say anything I was to ashamed
"Izu?"
"I-i hid i-i-it..I-im s-s-sorry"
"Please promise me you won't do this anymore izu"
I nodded my head
Todoroki stood up
"T-todo?"
"I'm just getting some bandages"
"O-ok"

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