Rin X Reader ( Blue Exorcist )

I dont wanna stop

Rin's P.O.V.

'Man... I had a bad dream...' I woke up with tears in my eyes...

....in the dream...

"No no no I don't get it!" (F/n) yelled. "But I thought that you didn't think me as a monster!" I yelled back. "After seeing what you did I think that your evil! Monster!" She cried. "(F/n)... I-I I'm... No if I lie to myself...your gonna get... Hurt. So...you right... Your so right! I am a monster... So please... Stay away from me!" I said with tears in my eyes. But then suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around me... "You really think that.... your a monster.... Rin... please... Wake up.

....end of dream....

'I wonder if (f/n) is still asleep... Today I'm gonna tell her to...' "No I can't! But I have to... Just for her to be safe. I have to tell her t-to s-stay a-away from m-m-me!" I cried. "Hey Rin now your the one that's gonna be late!" I know that voice... Its (f/n). "Sorry..." I said. "Rin? Are you-" I cut her off. "I'm coming so go back to the class room!" I yelled. "But... Rin... I don't understand?" She said softly. "Leave me alone!" I yelled. 'This is gonna hurt... I'm so sorry (f/n).' "I-I-I... H-h-HATE YOU (F/N)!" I yelled with tears rolling down my cheeks. "I don't get it..." She said weakly. "I always hated you too but there was something about you... Your smile, how you laugh, and well you... That always made my heart race.... So I think I fell in love with you... And now after we became friends you-your doing this to me! So that's why... Rin I don't understand!" She cried. My heart stopped 'I love you!?' No I can't stop now.... This is for the best... 'Im sorry (f/n)...' "Just leave." I tried to say coldly. "Ok... Bye then" she said. 'Is she crying?' I was on my bed and saw that I was still crying. 'I don't want you to go...

Because

Your

The only

One who

Can Understand

Me..'

.....

"Why are you late?" Yukio said to me. "Sorry." I said. I looked over at (f/n) and she looked back at me then I looked away.

...your P.O.V....

'He must really hate me.... But why?' All day I tried to talk to him but he would just ignore me.... 'I hate this feeling... I really do.'

......

I woke up... It's 1 in the morning... 'I know what I have to do... Run away.' I packed my stuff and before I left I stopped in front of Rin's dorm room "goodbye Rin..." I whispered and at that I left. Tears rolled down when I got to the main exit "thanks everyone for being so nice to me. Goodbye.." I said crying. And then I left...

.....The next day....

...3rd person view...

"Shiemi can you please get (f/n) she's late again" Yukio said. "Ok!" Said Shiemi.

Shiemi walked to (f/n)'s dorm. "Hey (f/n) your gonna be late." Shiemi said but there was no answer. "(F/n) I'm coming in!" Shiemi said. But when she opened the door no one was there... "(F/n)? Huh? A card." Shiemi started to read the card.

Hello it's (f/n), your properly wondering were I am... I ran away. I can't be here because I'm lying to my self... I don't belong here... I never did. But for the time I was here I realized how cruel life is... That no matter how hard you try your never gonna make it. That's why I left... Sorry that it had to be this way... Sorry.

Love, (f/n).

Shiemi's eyes filled with tears... She walked back to her class room with the note in her fist. She opened the door. "Shiemi are you ok?" Rin asked. "Here." She said weakly. Rin read the letter and after he did he began to cry. "This is all my fault... Now she's gone." He said crying.

'Why did you leave? Why?!' Rin thought.

....Your P.O.V.....

....Years later...

It's been a couple of years since I ran away... Now I live in a apartment with my best friend Maya... Now I won't look back I'll look forward

And live a better life than I did before....

A/N: hi there sorry this one was short (I'm still working on making my chapters longer) well see ya in the next book!

Next chapter: new life.