Harder on me prt. 2

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Tira's Pov:

I was in my room just bored so I started making up songs thinking about my parents and life. Sometimes I wish I'd had died with them just to get away from people on earth. Just to be free and see them again.

So I start writing.

I just can't seem to get this part where I rap. I don't know lemme see.

I got one hand on this bottle

One foot on the gas

I'm searching for trouble

I'm going too fast

I'm running from shadows

I'm hoping to crash

Just to wake me up from the pain and the past

Hennessy, plenty weed, do you have anything stronger?

I don't care, give it here

Wanna make this high last longer

Unafraid, unaware. Can't you see that I am dying?

Wanna feel what is real. Anything is worth me trying.

Nahhh!! I crumpled the paper up and throw it on the other side of my bed.

I wrote something else and this time I actually liked it. Relationship wise and real life shit.

(SONG AT TOP)

I made me think about being alone. Instead of being mad a Que I need to forgive him but still move on even though that's not probably gonna happen. We just need some closure.

Knock Knock

I ran downstairs, opened the door and Kalayah came in.

Layah: Parties here!!!

Tira: Really. 😐😕😑

Layah: Whateva moment killer. Anyways what you doing over the summer time.

Tira: Nothing why?

Layah: I wanna take a trip to New Orleans.

Tira: Yass bish lets go.

Layah: Only one thing though!

Tira: (Sighs) Fyb yeah i know.

Layah: Okay good then we leave Monday.

Layah: Your aunt here?

Tira: No she left for Jamaica with her lul babyee (August Alsina Voice)

Layah: You already talking like they do in Nola.

Tira: Girl yass I'm tryna be with Big Freedia! (Starts Twerking)

Layah: Aye turn up for sum! What I really came to ask you though, were you going to our grad party tonight?!

Tira: Oh yess but i gotta find something to wear.

Layah: We'll find one with your booty poking.

Tira: Lol okay.

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SKIPPING TO NEXT MONDAY!!

So right now I'm just packing the little things that could be packed last minute for this trip. Were gonna be gone for 4 weeks. We rented out this big ass 7 bedroom 5 bathroom house.

Aunt k didn't mind me going so out the door I was. Layah's mom owns a private jet so we get to take that to Nola. It was 5:32 in the morning. The bags under my eyes were still there plus I was still lagging around until it was time to get own the plane. I seen everybody else walking up to were i was and I hugged everybody giving each person a quick pat on the back and we boarded the plane. To avoid conversation I put my beats on and turned my music all the way up and fell back to sleep.

I woke up to Layah smacking some gum listening to music. My beats were some how off my head and all I heard was that annoying smacking sound coming from her lips.

Tira: Aye, Aye! (Taps her shoulder)

Layah: (Takes off her headphones) What?

Tira: Shut the hell up! Damn grouper fish!

Everbody started laughing and I just went back to sleep with my beats on my head again.

Then I got tapped I took off my headphones and turned around slowly but aggravated!

Tira: May I help you? (Says with attitude)

Jacquees: Can I talk to you when we get to New Orleans.

Tira: I don't care!

Turns back around and knocks out/ falls asleep!

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That's all I'm writing for tonight!

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Thanks for all

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