Bullied

Chapter 21

I wake up to knocking on the front door. I get up and go down stairs. I look out the window it see all of the boys outside. I don't want to let them in I don' think I'm being mean. They look at me then to the door and then back to me. I shake my head in the window and walk away. Then they start to ring the door bell. Okay I'm gonna kill them. I into the kitchen and the biggest knife I can find. I'm not gonna kill them but they need to think I will. I know Harry already knows. I walk back over to the door and open it with the knife behind my back.

"What do you want?" I look strait at Harry and mouth the words go.

"No, Amber we will not leave" Dose he want to keep living. I'm so done with them. I pull the knife from behind my back and look at Harry. The color in his face is gone and the other boys are looking at the knife.

"Get the fuck away from me or else" I start to play with the knife as I look at them all.

"Amber, How come all the things we aren't good enough?" Okay I kill this ass first.

"Maybe because you all ruined my life" I point the knife to the ground and hold it out. All the boys back away as I let the knife fall and stab into the floor. I back up from the knife and go and sit on the coach and put my head in my hands. If they don't stop coming to my house I think I'll end up killing one of them.  I look over at the boys as they just let themselves inside.

"Amber we need to talk to you and you need to listen to us" I look over at Harry as he talks.

"You've said that so many times" I get up and walk over to the knife and pull it out of the floor. "And I'm so fucking tired of hearing your shit" I look at them all and set the knife down. "I'm sick of all of you, you all don't know how to treat a girl" I look at all of the boys to see that they have sad faces as I tell them. "All of you have only been with sluts, Then you have all these other girls saying to themselves 'How come I'm not good enough to be with him?' I hear that allot so frankly I don't give a damn" I lay down on the coach and watch as all the boys have tears running down their faces, Well all but Harry. "And you Harry every girl wants you and the guys want to be you and all you do is cause everyone trouble. No good will ever come from you ever" I see tears starting to run down his face but he's trying to hide them. " Now you cry how do you think the people that cry every day feel? Well I can tell you it's shit but you would never know" I watch as the boy hide their faces in their hands as they cry their eyes out.

"Amber I'm so sorry for all the shit we have done, If you'r going to hate anybody hate me. I made them do this stuff" Hahaha so fucking funny.

"You did'nt make them do this. They could have stopped but they didn't" Harry needs to realize that their all shit heads. I know I'm not good enough for anybody but hey why should I care and pulse it's Harry and his group.

Harry's P.O.V

"Okay Amber I guess you are right I didn't make them they could have stopped but they didn't and I thought that I never would stop. I thought that this was going to go through the whole year" Yeah I basally thought I would bully Amber forever. I look over at the guys and their just sitting there. I get up and I pulled them along with me. "I'll be back Amber" I grab the guys and take them by the door. "Okay guys I think I should do this alone. You guys go and find the girls because I know you like them and I have so much more to do" The boys node their heads and leave out the door. I walk back over to Amber and sit by her.

"So Harry, What do you want talk about?"  She always asks this I should get use to it but I don't think I will.

"Amber we still need to talk about all of this"  Please talk to me?

"Okay fine we can talk" YES!!!!

Amber's P.O.V

I can't believe what I just got myself into bey saying that. I'm not really sure if I can handle talking to this ass. I might have to run away from him.

"So Amber can you just listen to what I have to say?"

"Okay I'll listen to you this time"

"Okay I really am sorry. I know i've been saying it so many times but you wouldn't listen to me. I think I bullied you because I liked you but now I know how I feel and I know that I like you. I can't stand what I did to you and I can't stand the fact of leaving after the year to you hating me. Like what if I make it and I see you? I know you'll walk away. I'm so sorry for what I've done. I'll let you talk and I'll listen to you" I don't want to talk I have nothing to say but I'll try.

"Harry I know you can't like me because if you did why would you cause me so much pain in the years you've been here. I'll say this and I mean it when you came to the school I was with all the other girls I thought you were so cute. But then you saw me and it was hate the minute you came into that school. I thought that we could be together when I saw you but then you were an ass to me. I'm gone." I sit back on the couch and look at Harry. I look into his eyes and I can see a shade of green  I've never seen before. I'ts so calming like the way they were the day he first came to school. I start to realize what I'm doing or more like who I'm starting at. "Um... Harry I think it's time for you to go" I grab his arm and pull him to the door and push him out before he can say anything. I can't believe myself anymore he's doing something but I can't fall for him.

I lock the door after I push him out and run up the stairs. I go into the bathroom and shower and change into yoga pants and a sweat shirt. I go and sit on my bed with my phone and get on Instagram. I log in and go to my profile to see so much hate commented on all my photos. I GET IT I'M UGLY AND A GUY WILL NEVER LOVE SOMEONE THAT LOOKS LIKE ME!!!! OMG I hate my life that's all I see on here. 'No one will ever love you' 'Your so ugly and you'll never have someone to love you' and 'Just go and kill yourself already' This is I get everyday from all my social media sites.

I log out of Instagram and lay down in my bed looking up at the ceiling. Why don't people think I'm good enough? I mean yeah I'm ugly as fuck but come on everyone in world dose. Nobody likes me and that's Harry fault. So I hate him with all my heart. I turn off my phone and plug it into the charger and close my eyes and let the loneliness of night swallow me alive.