Dear Babyboy,
I fell in love with the way you fall asleep; slowly that all at once.
I fell for the sparkling in your eyes every time you smile.
I fell for the way your nose wrinkles up every time you laugh.
I love how my hand fits perfectly in yours.
I love the sweet gestures you do.
I love how every time you seem me you tell me how beautiful I look, even though I'm wearing sweat pants and your hoodie.
I love how your arms feel around me when I lay my head on your chest.
You mean so much to me, and you don't even realize it.
Every sweet thing you text me or snap chat me, I take a screen shot of it so I have it as a memory.
You are the reason for my smile.
You are the reason for my laugh.
You are the reason I hold on.
You are the reason I haven't touched a blade in a long time.
Baby,
If I could tell you just how much you mean to me, I fear you would run away. I do not want to lose something that can possibly be the most beautiful imperfect thing so soon.
I want to hold on to you. I want to show you that no every girl you meet is going to hurt you.
I love you sweety.
Always & Infinity,
your baby girl