I wake up to another glommy day. Everyone else is happy so why can't i be happy? I never really was happy. I have been happy before but that was before my mum and dad died. I had no where to go but to my uncles so i have been living there ever since. It's been a horrible 6 years living with him. When i was 6-8 He would slap me hard with every single day it would hurt like hell and left a red mark. I had no one to talk to. When i was 8-11 he would punch me if i did something against his rules. When i was 12 (which was just last year) I started cutting, my uncle doesn't know he wouldn't even care.I'm 13 now and i still cut. I get out of bed get changed for school grab some quick breakfast and leave for school i have to be out of the house in the morning by 7:00am or my uncle will beat me, that's one of his rules. I walk to the small park near my school. There is nothing i like about my school it's dull everyone hates me there, and i mean everyone the teachers and the students. Sometimes i cut in the bathroom at lunch times if people are hatting on me.
It's 7:50am so i leave for school. When i get there i get glared at by the people i pass. "SLUT" says one girl i pass, "TURD" says a boy i pass.
It's lunch time and i'm in the bathroom cutting, i know i shouldn't really be doing this but it sooths me when i'm down in the dumps. I sit there for a bit and clear my head but i'm interupted by a group of girls from the school. "MOVE SLUT" says the leader of the group. "gimme a second" I say "NO, MOVE OUT THE WAY OR I WILL KICK YOUR ASS" says the leader "i'm getting up" I said "NOT QUICK ENGOUGH!!" says another girl as they all grab me and shove my face in a toliet, they then drag me into the jaintors closet and lock me in. Teachers are in the hallway but they just laugh and do nothing about it.
When i get home i walk through the door and see my drunken uncle. "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?!?" said my drunken uncle "i was shoved into a toliet" i said scared as ever "WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! GO HAVE A SHOWER!!!" says my Uncle, so i go and get my stuff from my room and take a shower.
"GET OUT OF THAT SHOWER!!!!!" Screams my uncle "just a minute" i yell back at him. I quickly get out of the shower and get changed because i know if i take too long he will walk in on me and i don't want that since he's drunk. When i open the bathroom door my uncle is there drunk as ever with some drunk lady. "thanks princess, now would you excuse me while me and this sexy lady go have some fun!" says my uncle while clamberimng in the bathroom with that lady not shuting the door. i go to my room close the door and do my homework. I then cut again for my stupidity today.
It's 12:00am and my uncle told me to leave the house so i did and i went to the park. I like that park it's a great place to think.I hang out on the swings and look at my scars from my cuts. How did my life become bad enough to start cutting frequently? I don't even know if my life is worth living. "Hay there" says my cousin Sam as she sits on the swing next to me on the swingset "hay..." I say "why are you up so late?" says Sam "my uncle told me to leave the house, he has a woman there, they are both drunk" i say "oh.....hay if you ever wanna talk you can meet somewhere" says Sam "ok...yeah that would be nice....how about we meet every Wedesday at the park at 12:00am or 7:00am" I say "thats a deal" says Sam. Me and Sam talk for ages until 1:30am even. After that i go back home, My uncle is no where to be seen in the house so i lock my windows and my door and go to sleep to rest my eyes i have a feel that tomorrow's gonna be a hard, long day.
A/N: Hay guys hoped you liked it this book! I thought i would try writing something different for once. And i hope you enjoy it! :) With the story line i think i will wing it lol :P but if you have any ideas for the story line in the next chapter just comment :) Hope you liked it!
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