🌸My Irresponsibilities🌸

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I'm Lucy Heartfilia and I go to Fairy Tail academy and its my 4th year of high school. I'm 18 , under a lot of stress and my father recently passed and I am just let down... I read in a book that having a baby could make yourself motivated and more active but I'm 18.... do I really need a kid? I thought. I have a childhood friend named Natsu. He's super nice and such a great friend but his mom and father made him do something the other day that made him feel uncomfortable. He wouldn't tell me and I also felt unsure about the baby thing but, why am I confused I have no other choice. I was thinking thoughtlessly I, can't just push in a baby in my life. A child is a really big deal and with no father? I can't ask anybody just out of the blue to be a father of my own. "Hey lucy what you doing alone, the world is a scary place you know?" said the salmon haired boy with a chuckle.

"We are at school, I'm sure nothing could happen but I guess your right. So what are you doing after school?" I ask "Nothing much but I was hoping you could come over?" said Natsu. "Yeah ,its pretty boring at home anyway." I say with a smile. Natsu stopped walking and got in front of me and began to speak. "Hey Luce know it's hard for you that your father is gone, I hate to see you sad and your welcome to my house any time. I'll be there most of the time anyway." said Natsu. "Natsu I'm so lucky to have someone like you." I say with a smile and I instantly give him a hug and he returns one as well. "In about 20 seconds we will be out of school." said Natsu. "It's the end of the day already!? I haven't taken down any notes or anything!" I say looking at natsu worriedly. "Ive noticed you've been under so much stress, I see it in your eyes so I took them for you.." said Natsu giving you his notebook. "YOU? taking notes? like listening?" I say confused because Natsu never listens to teaching. "My nose isn't the only thing I could listen to." said Natsu. I smiled and next thing I knew school was out.

Natsu had a car I bought him for his 18th birthday and its in great shape considering he's 19. It was an expensive Subaru painted red and had a black streak on the sides. He absolutely loved it, but when he got in the car and as soon as a snap we were at his house. He opened his house door to his brother playing video game on the tv and his mother making a cake. Natsu's father wasn't home for the few years due to a trip so it all ends up just fine in the end.

"Hello Mrs. Dragneel!" I say going over to her and hugging her "Oh hello! isn't it my favorite Lucy in the world!" she said hugging me and smiling.  "Looks like my little brother brough you here for the 1000th time, he really like you." said Zeref winking at you.   "I do not!" said natsu throwing a fit.  "Yeah right, you already know I don't keep secrets." said Zeref "So its true." said Mrs. Dragneel with a smile. "C'mon let's go in my room where we can't be bothered." said Natsu grabbing my hand and leading me up his stairs. "Use protection."  said Zeref.   "Shut the hell up!" Natsu yelled.  I giggled and went upstairs with him.

"Now that were alone, I can finally say I love you." said Natsu while touching your chin. I stood and looked at him in shock, I really didn't know how to take in this information but I tried to be as strong as he was. "Is that all you have to say." I say putting my hands on my hips and looking at him. "No one is as tough as you, maybe I'll surpass you one day." Natsu says with a smile as he brought  your body near his practically  touching you. You gasped at his touch and you looked in his eyes and he kissed you.

He laid you down on his bed and smiled at you.  "Did you really think we would bang here and now?" said Natsu with a smirk.  I grabbed his pillow on his bed and hit him with it gently in the face. "You wanted to?" Natsu asked  with a bigger smirk.  "No but I'd like to be with you." I say blushing and looking away. "I'll always be here." Natsu says getting on top of you and kissing your forehead.

"Does that mean he's okay with me having a baby with him? I can't put him through it,at least not right now not with him." I spoke in my mind. Then your phone rang, after a little time you answered it . It was the hospital. I then became anxious. "hello?" I asked and I heard what the woman said "Lucy heartfilia your now ovulating which means if you get the procedure  done now. You could possibly get pregnant, We also have an opening right now if you would like?" asked the woman on the phone. "Yes" I stuttered.  "Alright see you shortly." said the nurse.  Natsu didn't hear a thing but he was listening to my heartbeat. I was horrified, did I really say yes? for a baby.

"Whats wrong luce, your heart is beating so fast." said Natsu looking at you. "Nothing I'm fine I am just thinking way to hard, I have to get going okay?" I say getting up and grabbing my bag.     "You didn't drive here so I'll drive you to where you need to be." said Natsu. I forgot about that, I didn't drive here. I thought unknowingly.  "Okay but I have be get there quick, it's about my dad's billing at the hospital and I want to be alone  when I'm  filling out the papers." I say.    "I'm not complaining, now c'mon." Natsu says as we walk out of the house. "I'll be back mom, luce just has paperwork to do." Natsu says telling his mom. "Protection!" says Zeref.   "shut the hell up!" Natsu yells in the house and then we were off in his car.

We shortly arrived at the hospital and I asked Natsu to wait outside. I felt so guilty but I didn't tell him anything and left him outside with no information.  I sighed and walked in the hospital. "Well there's no turning back now." I say as I walk through the hospital doors.

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