she felt useless in the car this morning
because everything she did was wrong
she tried to help but she just couldn't do it right
It was 7 A.M. when it started
they finished packing and left the house
she was already beaten down that day, that stupid chemical imbalance
she felt useless when mom went to grab donuts for everyone
and she dropped the box
she felt useless when she was slapped
it was her fault anyway
she felt useless because she knew she was always going to be at fault
the one time she didn't feel useless was when the semi almost drove them off the road
she felt free
and she wishes she would've tumbled down the mountain to her inescapable death
..maybe someday..