Searching for you

YOU HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME

Why did I do that?

Why did I come here in the first place?

What was I looking for?

Answers?Questions?

Well, what did I find?

Where am I now?

What am I left with?

More questions than answers

and answers that doesn't matter

But I know why I made that choice

I know what I was looking for

I didn't have that much questions but one

And I didn't expect anyone to tell me some

I was looking for an advendture

The kind that makes you realise, understand who you are

I was looking for me

I was willing to be

I was learning to become

The one for and only for me

They say people are afraid of change

Well, to me change is the only way

I am looking for growth so I am looking for change

I am looking for improvements so I am looking for change

I am looking for both so I am looking for change

I am looking for achievements so yes I am looking for change

But choosing is giving up

And changing is losing

But I was prepared to that 

I knew I would chose you

And I don't even feel bad

Because I knew I would lose you

I like to believe that I can find myself in everything

But truth is I will find me in nothing

Nothing that wouldn't come from me

Nothing that wouldn't be by me

Nothing that wouldn't be for me

Nothing that wouldn't be in me

So now,I don't have the answer

I guess I would just never

because whoever get the complete right one

is no longer part of this world

Obviously life is about that

The journey and not the station

So whenever you take a look at

And start opening to the options

You realise you have the way

And you know you'll always be a stray

Home will never be home and that's fair

but even without a home you can have a "repère"

The way to yourself is you

Your experiences,your success and your failures

Your bad decisions and your good consequences

Your way of being wrong and find the right

Your way of being sick and find the cure

Your beliefs,your prayers and your trust

The way it keeps on breaking , and you keep on replacing

The way you being you is you being changing

The way you being you is being looking for you

Knowing you might never find

But being ok, being all fine

Because the you you are looking for 

Is never staying at the same place

You win when you start catching up

And you are done when you finaly get

You is not staying the same

And you have to play the game