Chapter 12

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Taehyung POV

I frozed as I see Jungkook running away from me again. I then went home deciding to skip the rest of school. I lay on my bed and tried to sleep. But I can't .... my mind is thinking about Jungkook non stop. I tried to move on but I can't. My tears start to flow down my cheeks.

No! I can't give up. I need to find Jungkook! I decided to go his house. I immediatly ran to his house. But when I reached his house, his house is empty...I started freaking out as I can't see Jungkook anywhere. I then called Jungkook's number but found out that his phone was shut down.

I then ran to school and saw Jungkook's friend, Kuri? Is it Kuri or klori? Whatever. I asked him quickly
“Do you know where Jungkook is?”

He saw me and immediatly frown. He said angrily“ After you played Jungkook's feeling and fucked him, you're gonna ask me where is him!?”

My eyes widened. I didn't knew that Kori or Kuri know about me and Jungkook. I quickly said “ I am sorry if I hurt his feelings, I promise this is all a misunderstanding. I love him!” I shouted tears streaming down my cheeks as the fear of him leaving me again grew.

I don't care if I told anyone about I am gay and I have feelings for a boy. I just want Jungkook now! Nothing is worst than not having Jungkook now in my arms. He stared at me shocked after hearing my confess towards Jungkook. He then blinked and said “ He went to the airport...”

My eyes widened and quickly ran to the airport. I reached the airport and shouted Jungkook's name like a maniac. Hoping he could heard me. I ran all over the airport but theres no sign of Jungkook. Then I reacieved a text. I opened my phone and the text is from Jungkook! I immediatly opened it and seen the text he sent. The single long text he sent is enough to let me cry for months. He texted me:

“Hi Tae.... I know you don't love me .... so I left you knowing that it is better for us to not see each other again. We never be together anyway..... oh and don't come find me....like you will anyway.”

I immediatly text back :

No! I love you Jungkook! You can't leave me! ”
!Fail to send!

This user had blocked you.

I broke down in tears as I realized that I lost him. He left me... again. I left and went home feeling miserable. How could he? This is all his freaking fault. How could he leave me? I guess he didn't love me...Then, I called Jimin. I know its a bad idea to call him in this moment, but he's still my best friend. I asked him what will he do if his lover left him.

He asked why I asked that but I avoided his question. He just shrugged it off and said jokingly that he would fuck girls to take off his mind and relieve his stress. Maybe if when everyone heard that would know he is just joking. But the dumb me thought he was right and ought to try it.

I thanked him and went to school the next day. I'm still sad but a part of me tell me its his fault that he left me. A part of me tell me he's playing with my feelings and he's together with me because of my looks. I started getting back to the past me which is a jerk. I told myself everytime that I didn't love Jungkook anymore. But in my heart, its always belongs to Jungkook.

Jungkook POV

I am waiting for my flight with my mom. I am sad but happy in the same time. Well I can't see my friends anymore and a part of me still don't want to leave Tae. I decided to send a text to him. Like why not? I mean we wouldn't even meet each other again...

So I texted him:

“Hi Tae.... I know you don't love me .... so I left you knowing that it is better for us to not see each other again. We never be together anyway..... oh and don't come find me....like you will anyway.”

“I love you, Tae. So much...”
!Fail to send!

I sighed as I blocked him and went in my flight totally didn't notice a fimalliar someone was shouting my name not far from here..

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