my message to my boyfriend <3

              im sorry i am the way i am, i try very hard to make tht part of me go away. you see its just when i see you i feel so much love and just the thought of me without you scares the hell out of me. your my everything your all iv ever wanted your everything i never thought i needed. through all the boys and all my mistakes your the best choice in my life iv ever made <3 

         ik i make mistakes and just know that i never really mean them, im human babe and trust me it kills me when i realize iv made them. iv never had my life planned with someone else beside me in it before, iv always planned it on my own traveling the world and living alone, but now with you and anywhere with you id be the happiest girl alive. i love the things you do and say u always take me off gaurd with the things u say i love that too :)

        when your holding me tight and  your telling me everything will be alright, i feel better somehow like ik where im meant to be. iv never felt like i belonged anywhere ever in my life but ik tht where ever you are is where i belong jason <3 i could scream it on the roof tops and sing it away but id actually perfer to whisper it in your ear :) i love you jason alvaci day i really do ill never love a guy the way i love you <3   

         so ik im insecure and ik i start fights sometimes by saying stupid things or asking stupid questions and ik that i ask way to many tmes why you want to be with me but to be honest its because i love to hear why... it keeps me knowing tht ur love for me is still alive <3 i honestly dont think i could go another day knowing tht another girl had you or was in your amrs because i would break down and cry. :'(  yeah ik this is crazy and ik tht im insane but...... im always gonna be yours jason alvaci day <3 forever and always untll forever passes away ^_^ so.... ig this is from ur crazy girlfriend to you my love forever more <33 

        j+d forever :D