Hello diary. I know that doc said that I wasn't supposed to continue with this due to the fact that it was a shitty idea, but I kinda felt like writing on it more after he said I shouldn't. That's thing. The surest way to get someone to do something is to tell them not to do it.
Like if a guy had a shotgun aimed at the back of his throat, tell him to stop and that'll just encourage him to pull the damn trigger. I mean really... You think a single word can stop the climax of years of depression, anger and failure? Fat chance.
The opposite is also true. The surest way to stop someone from doing something is to tell him to actually do it. Same example, guy has a shotgun in his mouth, finger on the trigger. Then someone shouts, "Come on dufus, we haven't got all day!" If I was the suicidal guy, I'd shoot the moron point blank. So another dude dies but the shotgun guy wouldn't have shot himself. So mission accomplished far as I'm concerned.
This world's completely upside down. I don't really need to be a rocket scientist to figure that out. All you need is common sense which, ironically, is not so common.
Let's switch gears. So from what I can gather, this diary thing is supposed to be like, stuff which happened to me everyday right? Well that's exciting (sarcasm). I really don't think writing sarcasm there is necessary because #1 you're a freaking book and #2 if you don't get that it's sarcasm then yuck fou book.
So let's give this a try shall we?
Today, I woke up at 3pm. I got up and ate my not-breakfast or not-lunch, I don't really know what to call it. School? I don't usually go there anymore. Normally I'd suffer through it reluctantly but they sorta put me on a special program cuz "the man" said I had some issues. Well who doesn't right?
What else? Hmm... chilled at home, called doc at 5 something even though we're supposed to have the therapy thing around 3-ish. He expects me to call at 5 anyway. Then here I am. Writing on you, book. Earlier, I wrote about telling something what to do and how to make 'em do it or something like that. I can't really remember. And now I'm feeling annoyed.
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