Hello, my M.
See? Ang rupok ko talaga. Ikaw padin, makita lang uli kita. Back to zero ulit ang 5% progress ko na makamove on sayo.
5 am, seeing you today & being with you the whole day. It just calms me. Ang weird nga e pero ewan ko ba. This outing is something like a get together for one last time din.
Our squad played truth or dare, and when they questioned you kung sino yung gusto mo sa room- super nag hesitate ka kasi nasa circle lang natin yung taong yun. Yung tao na malapit na kaibigan ko. Yung taong gusto ng karamihan. You chose to go back to the sea in order to not answer or spill names.
Ayoko syempre mag assume, pero nung turn ko naman- they asked me na if I am the opposite gender sino sa room ang gugustuhin ko. I heard you murmured na dapat lalaki yung sagot ko but they didn't hear it. Naka special built ata talaga ako na mapansin at marinig lahat ng ginagawa mo no? Hahaha, kawawa naman ako.
Before you did your dare too, tumingin ka muna sakanya. Yung babaeng gusto mo, yung babaeng hindi ako.
Pero okay lang naman siguro ako. Magiging okay din dapat ako. Kasi wala ngang tayo pero nasasaktan ako ng ganito.
Is this still a simple like? Am I just infatuated with you? Gosh, this is so confusing.
Sana, hindi na kita maging kaklase sa second year. And sana, I'll finally accept that we weren't meant for each other. And that I need to let this feelings go, and you- go.
-S
