I saw his name and I missed him so much so I stalked him. How unfortunate. All my hopes were gone. I got nothing to hold unto anymore. It was clear he love her. If I had known, I should have never let him in. I should have never depended on him. I should have never let him get rid of my friends. He was the only one I have left because he made me believed that he’s already enough for me because he won’t leave me. But look at now, he left me. He broke his promise.
The pain I’m feeling right now is unbearable that I almost wish sincerely to die. I went home from my rehearsal crying because I just want to squeeze the pain in my heart out. I let out all the anguish, my throat became sore and my eyes stung, but it was still there. When will I ever get cured? When will I be able to free myself? When I will be truly happy? Lord, can you please make it a little bit faster? I don’t know anymore how will I get through this.
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Dying Alive
Teen FictionBarely living. Barely breathing. Lost the light. Lost everything. Left with nothing but pain. Left by him with a broken heart.
