I'm Sorry

*Flashback* 21+

Soo Ah POV

I started to think about my life when I was a teenager.

(Soo Ah has a rough childhood and was a bad student)
"Fuck this!" I yelled at the teacher and threw the paper in his face.
"SOO AH GET OUT AND MAKE YOUR WAY TO DETENTION!!" He screamed.
I rolled my eyes and made my way down there in my normal seat.
"Well, isn't someone back again?" I heard a voice behind me and it was one of my friends Lisa.
"Yeah," I said and smiled.
"No dip," she chuckled.
"Ms. Manoban you are free to go," the detention teacher said.
"Sorry Soo Ah, I gotta go," she hugged me and left.
"Pfft, bull shit," I heard a voice behind me say.
I looked and saw it was my lover Zico.
I smiled and waved.
"You missed me?" I said and batted my eyes.
Zico laughed and stared at me with his brown eyes.
"Hell yeah." He said and scratched the back of his neck.
"Wanna come over my place after school?" I asked him.
"Is your guardians gonna be there?" He asked.
Yeah guardians, Jin and Andrea. They took me up after what I been through and so did my half cousin Mino and his friend GD (G-Dragon).

I walked home from school and me Zico went upstairs to my room.
I shut the door and Zico jumped on my bed.
"One day that beds gonna break on you." I teased and he laughed.
"You know Ah, do you know...wanna do it?...now?" He asked nervously.
"Yeah!" I said and smiled.
"You got em?" He asked sounding excited.
"Yeah," I took my birth control pill and swallowed them down with water.
"Ok I'm ready," I said.
I walked over to the bed and Zico pulled me down which I was on bottom and he was on top and started kissing me hungrily like and my hands are now in his hair and he started to pull down my shirt so he could get a good view of my neck.
"Mmmmm, someone's looking sexy today," he whispered and started to kiss my neck hungrily and started leaving hickeys.
We do this once in a while.
He was about to pull off my shirt, until, my door knocked.
"Shit!" We both said quietly.
"Go hide in your normal spot," I mouthed to him and put his shoes under my bed.
I unlocked the door and it revealed Andrea.
"Hey, how was school today?" She asked all smiling.
I rolled my eyes.
"It was good." I said and sounded annoyed.
"Any boys?" She got excited and she started to get more annoying.
"No I just talked to Zico," I said and stood.
Andrea sighed and forced a smile.
I knew how much Jin and Andrea hated Zico.
He's a trouble maker....he's a gangster! He's controlling you!
I sighed.
"Well, Minos gonna pick you up tonight." Andrea said and got up and left.
Zico came out and sighed.
"Bye Zico," I said and gave him his shoes from under my bed.
"How 'bout you come over my house tomorrow so we can do our thang? Bring the pills," he said.
"Yeah I could do that since I'm going over Minos house." I smiled.
"Ok, see you there after school. Bring clothes ok?" He said and kissed me.
"Ok," I laughed and he left.
I sighed and started packing my clothes and extra clothes and put the pills in my book bag.

"Soo Ah! Minos here!" I heard a voice downstairs.
I collected my phone,y charger, my headphones, my pencils, and my sketch book.
I turned off the lights and ran downstairs and grabbed my book bag, which was tossed on the couch.
"Minos not even a gentleman to help care my bags," I muttered.
I said my goodbyes and left.
I put the stuff in the back of his car and got in the passenger seat.
"Hey little cousin! How's your day?" He asked and started driving.
"Hell," I said and sighed.
He chuckled a little.
"And I'm staying at a friends house tomorrow and tell Andrea that." I said.
"Which friend is it?" He asked.
"My boyfriend Zico." I admitted.
"Woo Ji Ho? Your his girl?" Mino said sounding shocked.
"Yeah," I said.
"But Mino, I gotta ask you question...what was your first time doing it?" I asked.
"It was great," he said in a proud manner.
"Why?"
"Well me and Zico done it but not actually, he just left some hickeys on my neck." I said.
Mino slammed on brakes making me hit my head on the dashboard.
"HAVING SEX??? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT COULD LEAD TO????!!!" He yelled.
"MINO YOU HAVE SEX PRACTICALLY EVERY NIGHT!!!" I yelled back.
"AT LEAST I USE PROTECTION JUST TO FUCK AND NOT GET HER PREGNANT AND I BE THE DAD!!" He screamed.
I sighed.
"But, I'm on the pill," I said.
"Does Andrea And Jin know?" He asked and started driving.
"No," I said and looked out the window.
He nodded.

We got to the room and I set up my bed on the couch.
"Here you go," Mino said handing me ramen.
"Do the shit yourself," he said and I walked to the kitchen and brought out the egg carton and brought out an egg and put the carton up.
I cracked the egg into the ramen and stirred it around.
"Why can't I just live with you?" I asked.
Mino sighed and looked at me.
"Don't ask that." He said coldly.

I went to my "bed" and went to sleep.
I was woke up by voices in the kitchen.
"She's on those pills with Zico," Mino whispered.
"Zico?" GD whispered and I heard another pair of footsteps walk in.
"What are you guys doing?" ??? Whispered yelled.
"Taeyang it's personal," Mino said.
"We're talking about Minos little cousin Soo Ah,"  Gd said.
They started there conversation about me and GD walked over here.
"Soo Ah can't live with Andrea and Jin forever. If Andrea wasn't there, Jin would've kicked her ass out a long time ago." Gd mutters.
"Who would take her in?" Taeyang asked.
"She said she wants to move in with Zico.
"That's not a good idea."

Next day after school walked over to Zico's house with him.
I tossed my bag down and ran upstairs.
"Ready?" He asked. I nodded and swallowed the pills.
We started off rough and smooth and we both were exhausted.
"Zico," I panted.
"Yeah?" He said breathing heavily.
"That's the best sex I ever had." I tiredly.
He nodded.
"You gotta get out of here," He said.
I nodded and got up.

*end of flashback*