Spin the Bottle | E.D.

Sixteen

Beck pov
I woke up with Ethan's arms wrapped around me

The clock read 9:30 am

It was pretty early and I didn't feel like getting up. I simply turned and faced Ethan. He was a really cute sleeper. I played with his messy bed hair while he slept.

A flash of lightening caught my attention thought the window. Followed by loud thunder.

"Beck"

Ethan whispered signaling me that he was awake.

"Yes?"

"Play with my hair again"

"Why?"

"It felt good"

He was kind of laying on me now. He used my boobs as his pillow and had both arms around me. I shrugged and began to play with his hair again. It seemed to put him back to sleep.

He's literally so beautiful

How did I end up with s boy like this? He and Grayson went from being douche bags, to being the softest boyfriends ever.

I wonder if Tori actually gave him a hand job last night

The thunder was loud. I checked the weather. It's supposed to be like this all day. What better way to spend a stormy day then to sit in a trailer with all your friends

Oh that reminds me! I haven't talked to Jay lately

So I texted him knowing he won't wake up until like 1

To Jay: hey. I am so sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. I've been so wrapped up in the club and everything

Then he actually responded

Jay: you mean you've been wrapped up in your boyfriend?

Me: that's not fair. You said it yourself. I should've given him a chance. Now that I did you're mad?

Jay: I've been your best friend forever. Now all of a sudden you ditch me for kids you're just starting to like? Don't you remember when you used to hate tori? We used to make fun of her. We used to talk ab the twins and do everything together. But lately you've changed.

Me: I have not changed. I just found someone who likes me for me. Jay you are my best friend and I don't want any boy getting between us. But can't you be more supportive?

Jay: I've been supportive. You just haven't been around to see it.

I'm done. I just stopped texting

I haven't changed

Have I?

I mean maybe a little. But only because I've never felt this way about anyone. Ethan makes me feel like a whole different person. I'm not that dark girl who hates everything and everyone anymore.

I don't shut everyone out anymore. Ethan's the only one who's ever called me beautiful and gorgeous.

I didn't change for this boy...

I changed for me. Cause I'm tired of being scared and mad at the world. So yeah I have changed

But for the better in my opinion.

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Ooooooooofff bet y'all didn't see that coming huh???😂
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Being in a relationship can make you feel a certain way. But don't shut your friends out because of it!!! Cause sum relationships aren't permanent but if your circle is genuine, they will be.
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If you're in a relationship, let's hope your bf or gf doesn't turn out to be a complete douche like mine was
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Unfortunately I've dealt with people choosing their relationship over me as a friend but hey you can't change the way ppl do things🤷🏽‍♀️