Teach me how to love

5

Lena
"So you have a girlfriend"
"I call her a fuck buddy"
*phone conversation*
Jay:Hello
Alayah:Why did my sister in-laws baby cousin Tracy just call me saying you was laid up all over some Tramp?
Jay:I don't know why?
she laughed
Alayah:Jashawna dont play with me I had a long day at work
Jay:Ion give give two flying fucks what kinda day you had I told you about saying my government hoe
Alayah:Just where are you?
Jay:At Jucys
Alayah :Doing what
Jay:Don't ask questions you know your not going to like the answer to sweetie
Alayah:What can't you just be faithful to me
Jay:Because we not together
Alayah:Yes we are
Jay:No we not 'laughs'
Alayah: Bbbbbbut 'she started to cry' Jaay I love you, I'm in love with you"
Jay: Oh that's wassup be home in a hour
Alayah:K daddy
*phone conversation over*
"Well then."
"She be ok after I strap her down"
"Fun!!"i faked a smile "Pay up"
"How much?"
"3,thousand" I joked
"K" she smiled and pulled out a check book
"No i was just kidding it's only 3hundred"
"Oh keep the change then"
"Bruh that's like 2,000 dollars"
"So" "Night beautiful"she shrugged and walked out
I walked into the back and sat down I never saw my self with the same sex but for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about her...
*phone ringing*
Niyah: Hey Ms.Lena not too rush but I really need to get home.
Lena:Oh my gosh I am so sorry I'm on my way right now!
Niyah:K thanks
Lena:No baby thank you
*phone conversation over *
I did 80in the 60 mile zone to get home This is why I haven't dated since I've been here because they distract

I got home and told Niyah once again how sorry I was i went in the house and heated some leftover pasta
After I ate I checked on Eli an went to go shower . In the shower my mind drifted to Jay how fine she was,her swag , her sarcasm,and her fragrance it was all so sexy to me. I finished washing my body I put on undergarments and ran to Eli's room and picking him up gently I ran back to my room I loved the company of my son because sometimes I would still have nightmares I started to cut on the tv until Jay popped up in my head again I started to feel moist on my cookie
Was I a lesbian deep down inside?

•Ik it was short but can y'all comment and tell me if I'm doing good?
~~Shawnaaaa💜