I've been living under bridges
That I've been trying to burn
Was I put here to teach
Or was I put here to learn
I certainly don't care enough
To share enough
To let anybody in
I can't let myself win
I put a lot of time and energy
Into making myself the enemy
An enema to the state
A freshly dirtied clean slate
I'm just trying to be alone
I'll shave myself down to bone
Chalk white in the moonlight
What a frightening sight
Like lightning strikes
Or a line of headson pikes
Dead eyes and empty sockets
Launch me to space duct taped to a rocket
Or under the sea on a torpedo
Blow me up while I'm wearing a speedo
Launch me into the next existence
My existential crisis is persistent
I missed a payment
Now I have an arraignment
Maybe they'll send me to jail
Hopefully there is nobody left to post my bail
