The Girl With The Blue Eyes (Brabrina Fan fiction)

Stay strong

This is completely fake. Its bully prevention month and I kinda just wanna do something that relates to that

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*Sabrina's POV*

That party last night was crazy. Bradley says he is okay but is just sore. I told him just to rest today.

I'm gonna go over to Rowan's house.

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"Rowboat" I say walking into her room. She looks rough. "You look great" I say smirking

"Ha ha" she said fake laughing "my head is killing me"

"Rowan.... did you drink last night"

She stayed quiet

"Dude you can't go do that. You know what it does to people, you could've gotten hurt"

"Maybe I just wanted to Sabrina. Your not my parent, I can do what I want"

I was taken back.

"Rowan I'm just trying to help"

"Well stop, maybe I had reason to drink last night" she says "just go home Sabrina"

I let a tear fall. She has never been like this before.

I walk back home. Why is Rowan acting like this?

Maybe Peyton knows something. Im gonna text him and see.

Me: Peyton do you know if anything happened to Rowan last night?

It takes him forever but he finally replies.

Peyton: like what do you mean

Me: has anyone done anything to make her upset

Peyton: all I know is that someone was talking crap to her and made her cry. I said something to them about it but she told me to stop. Next thing I know she is over with Corey, Taylor, Kc and Julie taking shots."

Me: k thanks

Maybe I should go back to her house. Let me give her some time to cool off though.

While I wait I go on Instagram and I see that Rowan posted a picture last night. It was of her and some people. The caption said Having fun. Living life.

Then I see a comment someone made.

You look horrible in this picture

Look goody two shoes went to a party

Wait, she has friends?

She must've paid them to take a picture with her

This is the dumbest caption ever. What are you 10?

Maybe she posted this before what people said at the party. These comments were made this morning.

How could people say these mean things?

When I refresh it, its gone. She must've just deleted it.

These people are jerks they make me so mad. I'm going back over to Rowan's house.

When I get there I can find Rowan anywhere.

"ROWAN!" I call out

"ROWA-" she comes out if the bathroom she looks scared when she sees me.

She pulls her sleeve down and goes to her bed. Not saying a word to me.

"Rowan I know what happened last night and I saw the comments on your picture"

"Just stop" she says

"No Rowan you can't let these people get to you"

"You don't understand Sabrina, youre perfect"

"Is that what you think? Rowan I'm nowhere near perfection. "

She just stays quiet once again. 

"Rowan look you are nice, smart, beautiful and you have lots of friends that love you. I love you Rowan, you're like another sister to me" I hug her "you don't see that because you're blinded by these words, these stupid words people say"

"Thank you Sabrina, I really needed to hear that"

"No problem Rowboat lets go downstairs and watch some movies" I grab her my the wrist and she winces in pain

I look at her with concern "are you okay what did I do?"

"Nothing nothing I'm fine" she says nervously holding her wrist

Did she? No. Not Rowan.

"Rowan... did you..."

"No no I didnt" she is still holding her wrist

I pull up her sleeve and reveal the cuts.

I start to cry and so does Rowan.

"Rowan... why?"

"Im sorry... I shouldn't have. Ill never do it again"

"Rowan I dont want to EVER see cuts on your wrists again. Don't let these people do this to you. You are strong Rowan you can get through this and this " I say pointing at her wrist "this isn't the way out"

"I know. I shouldn't have done it. "

We go and wrap up her wrists and we spend the rest of the day together.

Cuz if my friend is going through something, I want to be right there by her side.

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I just wanna say to whoever does go through this kinda stuff, that you are strong. You can get through whatever you are going through. Cutting is never the way to deal with anything. You're beautiful :)