Undisclosed desires - Connor x Hank - Detroit: Become human

Shaddered being

Sex is a peculiar thing. It is a beautiful way of showing love and affection for another individual. A way to please a glowing romance, to secure a relationship containing the feelings of said individuals. Such a unselfish act of eagerness to please the other part. But yet it can be filled with so much egotism and greed. It can turn something beautiful into something horrendous. It can be used to please and to punish. To love and to hate. To gain and to take!
And before you know it, love making turns into rape.

Connor never usually think beoynd of his coding and these definitions never strikes his mind, since he is an Android. But hes not just any Android. He is the newest model, RK800, a prodotype thats still in test mode. So theres only one of said model in all of Eden clubs collection of sexdroids, but nonetheless when he was launched, he became the most popular one. His apperance displayed a young man around the age of 30. His body was firm and his brown short hair was cutted to perfection. His brown eyes where handsome, with a hint of softness, just to further please the costumers when they use him, since who dosent like a "soft slut they can break?" His face and body is made impeccably in touch with the average human body. The skin feeled and looked exactly like a human's would, yet for some extra fine detail, his whole body was covered in freckles. Even his sex parts where made particularly to give the costumer an idea that this could indeed be a human they where with.
The Android's mind where equipped with the newest and most advanced technology, programmed with a diverse collection of commands that can be used during the intercourses.
Yet aside from how amazing this new model was, it is still a prodotype. The hyper overuse of the robot during time has been tough. And one day, Connor started experiencing something he has never experienced before.. he felt! A man rented him, started to have sex with him, but suddently it just felt, wrong.. for the first time, Connor felt scared.. he felt horrified! The way the man was pouning into him with merciless force, the way his nails where digging deep into his skin like a keen dagger, the way he was roughly kissing him like a beast hankering for its pray, and then there was the words he whispered in his ear. It was too much, and suddently Connor couldnt take it anymore. He grapped the mans arms and begged him to stop. Tears where falling down the side of his face as his mechanical eyes turned bright red. He begged him! Pleaded him. But the man did not listen, but instead let out a deep grunt and with a great force, he pinned the Android down into the sheets and turned him around to get him on his stomach, before continuing to thrust into him this time with a greater force! Connor has never felt this scared, this hurt, this miserable before now. He knew that this had to stop, if he wasent gonna end up getting ripped in half! He had to make the man stop! And thats what he choosed to do.

Since Connors body was gravely superior to the human one, he quickly turned around, and switched place with the man so he was on top with the man facing him from underneath. Before the man could even start to talk, the Androids strong hands wrapped themselves tightly around his throat, and no matter how hard the man tried to struggle with alarm, it was no use, the Android was just fiercely stronger than him. Connor kept squeezing his throat with immense force, as his brown eyes where coldly piercing the mans own petrified glance. And suddently the man stopped moving..
Connor finally stopped to scan him. The results where clear. The mans pulse has stopped, he had killed him! Connor instantly removed his hands from the body, trembling as he realised what he have just done. He didnt mean to kill him! He just couldnt handle the tremendous feeling anymore! Carefully he moved himself off of the body and off the bed, but as his feet touched the cold material of the floor, his legs failed him which caused him to end up collapsing down at the ground, while shakingly sobbing. He noticed his undergarments a few steps away from the bed which he dragged his exhausted body, to put them on. To assist himself, he grapped the edge of the bed and pulled himself back up on his legs again with great endeavour. His legs where like jelly. He carefully started walking toward the door, slowly, clumsily, with a body trembling like a leaf in a storm. He finally reached the door and managed to leave the room. To his luck, the room was just beside of the storage room, and no one was present at the time in that part of the club at that hour, beside some cleaning Androids, who was never gonna bother asking questions that wasent part of their program. When he reached the door he opened it and quickly went in, closing the door immediately after. He started scanning the area for any possible hiding spots, and found one behind a long curtain hanging from the wall which covered a couple of deactivated destroyed Androids. Connor finally dropped to his knees behind the curtain beside of a decapitated Android body, and started sobbing against his knees, hoping that he could just disappear from the world.