Different With You (Vanessa Moe X You)

Chapter 1

Y/n POV

She broke me. She didn't love. Of course, seeing her flirting with those boys made me feel worthless.

Right now I was in my room. I locked my room and lied on my bed sulking. My eyes were dry from crying too much and my wrist hurt so from harming myself.

It's been two months since that day and I have locked myself inside my room. No one has gotten me out and I haven't eaten anything only drank water and went to the restroom that were in my room too.

I looked like a skeleton because I had lost so much weigh and I had black under my eyes.

''Y/n please open the door...'' I heard my big sister who loved me very much pleading. I ignored her continuing my sulking.

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Camila POV

I saw Kylie there on Y/n's door crying. This was not the first time one of Kardashians/Jenners were crying. The first one was Kris then Kylie then Khloe and Kim and then Kourtney and then the busy Kendall who came back really panicked and worried.

Of course, I was worried about Y/n too but not as worried as her family. Her whole family was a mess. Every day one of them would go and try to get her open her door but nothing has worked.

''Y/n please open the door for me...'' I said putting my hands on the door.

''Not just for us for yourself,'' I said.

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Y/n POV

''Not just for us for yourself,'' I heard my best friend say and I stood up walking slowly to my door.

I want to change but she made me feel like a worthless person...

I was standing in front of my door. My hand on the door handle. I was going to open my door but my bad thoughts came back to me and I just stood there.

''Y/n, please... Let me help you and let yourself help you. I know you can do it.'' Camz said and that made me open the door. She looked at me shocked and happy. Shocked at my state and happy about me opening the door for them for me.

I saw Kylie standing there looking at me with teary eyes and I instantly felt bad for making her worried. She and Camz hugged me carefully and softly. I buried my head on Camz's neck and cried softly on her shoulder.

''Shhh...'' She said calming me down and whispered only good things on my ear.

Kylie left us alone in my room and I was resting my head on Camz's lap. I told her all about my feelings and she nodded listening to all the things I said. Of course, she hit me after knowing what I did to my wrist. You can't escape from her Spanish spanking. (xD)

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Time skip two months

I have been healthier thanks to Camz. I have gained weight and I have been in the gym getting muscles. I have abs now and I have been taking my medicines. The only thing is that I have some thoughts on my mind and I can't seem to get them out of my head.

''Y/n let's go,'' Camilla said dragging me to somewhere making me look at her confused.

''Where?'' I asked being pulled by the little Latino woman.

''My studio.'' She said making my eyes widen.

We arrived at her studio and I looked around standing there frozen.

''What's wrong Jenner. Did the cat get your tongue?'' She said chuckling and I shook my head.

''I-I don't know how to sing,'' I said and she scoffed.

''Sure then what is this?'' She asked lifting a certain notebook that had my poems/lyrics making my eyes widen.

''Why the hell you have that?!'' I asked snatching for the notebook from her hands.

''You better hide it better.'' She said smirking and I shook my head.

''Okay you win. What I have to do?'' I asked her and she pointed at her booth.

''Go in there and sing the songs.'' She said and I nodded walking inside it. I looked outside from the window and saw Camilla pointing me thumbs.

''Just say when you are ready and I will record.'' She said and I nodded. I took a deep breath and sang the words that I wrote in my notebook.

Daydream
Life feels like a daydream
And I just wish that I could wake up
I just wish that I could wake up
My mind
Whispers in the nighttime
Voices always keeping me up
Telling me that I should give up

'Cause lately, I've been in the backseat to my own life
Trying to take control, but I don't know how to

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna be sad no more
I don't wanna wake up and wonder
What the hell am I doing this for?
I don't wanna be medicated
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna go one more day
I just wanna wake up and realize
Everything's gonna be okay
I don't know how else to say it
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

I'm callin' through to the other side
I'll make it through to tomorrow
'Cause that's all I can do today
Do today

'Cause lately, I've been in the backseat to my own life
Trying to take control, but I don't know how to

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna be sad no more
I don't wanna wake up and wonder
What the hell am I doing this for?
I don't wanna be medicated
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna go one more day
I just wanna wake up and realize
Everything's gonna be okay
I don't know how else to say it
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

Sad anymore
Sad anymore

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna be sad no more
I don't wanna wake up and wonder
What the hell am I doing this for?
I don't wanna be medicated
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

I don't wanna be sad forever
I don't wanna go one more day
I just wanna wake up and realize
Everything's gonna be okay
I don't know how else to say it
I don't wanna go through that war
I don't wanna be sad, I don't wanna be sad
I don't wanna be sad anymore

I opened my eyes that were wet and swiped my tears away looking at Camz. She looked at me proud of me and gave me thumbs again. I smiled back at her and the rest of the day was me and Camz helping me to perfect my songs.

So the first chapter of this book

Who do you think broke Y/n?