Eclipse

What the moon and sun keep to themselves

D1 was the beginning, it meant light, new hopes. I thought I wouldn't have to align the moon and the sun, that's what I least wanted in honesty. I always hated humanity, but I never wanted to harm anyone, in fact that's why I hated humanity.  It seemed that the more years passed by, the more cruel that people would be towards each other. I know that what I was asked to do is painful, I know that everlasting peace will never be reached, what Selena is asking of me is a utopia. It  cannot become real, no matter how much peace we have, there will always be negativity. Such irony indeed the gift placed upon me, the power using black and white magic, used to get rid of what its made of. The role of having peace caused by havoc. But really, I cant complain, after all it prevented me from a cruel future, but when I really stand to think about which was better, I think that really there was no difference. However, I have a better chance of preventing what I didn't want in this new opportunity. The  6 people ruling with me are good people, but if I didn't become this, they'd see themselves become monsters. My  fear was not for myself entirely, it was mostly for them. This is what I hate most of myself, id rather see myself go up in flames instead of others, even if I didn't like them so much. I am what you call contradicting, at least to anyone, but I know myself completely, I am not complex. I can tell how I decide things, But no one cares to stay with me long enough to see inside my head.  No, I am not all depressing, its my affection that makes me like this. If I were to hurt someone, anyone even if I hated them, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself. This is why I am in charge of the moon and sun, one illuminates with warmth, the other shines with coldness. No one dares to love the moon though, its only the sun that matters right? In the years of life I've had, I've only met one person who shows interest in the moon that comes from me. The sun gives things a shadow, its your choice to look at that shadow, or ignore it all you can. Its good to remember that the sun is also full of secrets, and the moon holds many truths.