𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 ; 𝐚. 𝐠𝐮𝐳𝐦𝐚𝐧

chapter 3

chapter 3
he loosens his grip and u look up at him. he has a big smile on his face, it makes you smile. he looks at you and kisses your forehead and hugs you.
a: i didn't think you would say it back
y: neither did i
i smile and pull out the hug. ur mood changes as soon as you think about sam. your eyes get glossy but you don't want ales to know so you go in the bathroom and cry. alex knocks on the door
a: y/n... are you ok?
y: *sniffle* um ya
alex walks in and sees you're crying
a: oh baby, it's gonna be ok
y: can- can we see her?
a: ofc, wanna go rn?
y: please
i look up and smile. he smiles back
i get changed bc my outfit was ruined by tears and loren's blood. i change into ⤵️

we leave and alex drives. the whole ride is silent. alex's hand is on my thigh while i look out the window. i silently cry wondering what sam is feeling right now. i get snapped out of thoughts when alex tells me we are here.
y: we are here for samantha pardita
r: room 378
y: thanks
me and alex run to her room and once we get there we look at eachother. i open the door and see sam laying there passed out.
d: she's gonna be out for a couple more hours.
y: so she's ok?
d: yea
a: thank god
i smile and look at sam in relief
alex holds my hands and i go and sit next to sam. i start thinking to myself. if me and lex weren't dating this would never happen. it's my fault. i take a deep breath.
y: alex...
a: huh?
y: we need to talk
a: ok?
y: um.. can we take a walk and talk about it?
a: yea sure
you guys start walking down town
a: what did you wanna talk about
y: i think we need a break
alex looks at me sad
a: w- why?
y: alex, we are toxic for each other. all we do is cheat on each other. what if you get a girl pregnant huh? i just don't think we will work, someone that got mad at ME for being with YOU hurt my best friend. alex, what if it happens again. i cant deal with that alex. ik i said i loved you. and i do, i love you so much alex. but we are to toxic to each other.
at this point i'm crying really hard
alex traces my jaw with his thumb
a:c- can i at least have one last kiss
y: a- alex i don't know
he grabs my jaw and smashes his lips into mine. i'm not even gonna lie, this was all i wanted right now. i love him but it's not gonna work. we kissed for a good 3 minutes. he pulled out and started walking back to the hospital, i didn't. i wanted to clear my mind. so i walked downtown. i walked into a mexican restaurant. i was really hungry so i got 8 steak tacos and 2 horchatas. i got it to go and started walking back to the hospital. once i got there alex's car was still there. i thought he would've left. i walked up to sams room. sam was still passed out and alex was laying down facing the wall on his phone, he had his airpods in so he didn't hear me walk in. i took a deep breath and tapped on his shoulder. he turned around and he seemed shocked
a: um, yea?
y: do you want some tacos ?
he sighs and then smiles
a: sure
i hand him 4 tacos and the other horchata
a: thanks
y: no problem
i eat and then when i'm done i go and lay down on the couch next to sams bed. i see alex laying on the floor, i feel so bad.
y: alex, you can sleep up here
a: where are you gonna sleep?
y: i'll sleep with sam
a: um ok
you wake up to someone shaking you. you open your eyes and you see that it's...
tbc
a/n
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