I'm really really really happy ur mine. Please be with me forever. I know I've hurt you. And i regret it so much. I don't even want you to feel pain. You deserve happiness forever and i hope I'm apart of what makes you happy. I'm sorry I'm so stubborn and difficult and that i can be really annoying. I just idk. I'm used to being independent. That stops now tho. Bc ur right. I'm not alone anymore. Hopefully I'm never alone again. And i only annoy you bc i care about you. Like alot. I have to know how ur feeling every second of the day and if you need anything or if you wanna talk about anything or what ur doing. I care about you and your wellbeing alot. More than I can about my own. I really want you to be mine forever. Ik you want to be. I'm just scared that in the future i may not be what you want. Hopefully that never happens tho. I'll be whatever you want if it means you'll stay with me cudi. Whatever you want is what I'll be. Hopefully you never lose interest or get bored of me. I'll never get bored of you. Everyday i just find myself more and more in love. I used to always wonder what it felt like to be loved. And to feel love. And to be in love. Now i know. And i don't even wanna give it up. Ur my happiness caleb. You change my mood just like that. All you have to do is call me princess or baby or whore or slut and I'm blushing my ass off and smiling wider than i ever have. And when you tell me you love me I literally melt. And i cry. Recently i cry over everything. Like when you send me pictures that are just for me or call me names. Or call me cute. I just cry. I'm crying rn writing this too. I'm so in love with you. I belong to you. You belong to me. My body is yours. You own all the love i have. Everything is yours. My heart included. Please don't break it.
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I'm really emotional rn. I was literally just watching family fued and I started thinking of you. I had this image in my head of me in one of your shirts. And you were in the kitchen cooking fries. And i came in and stood behind you and wrapped my arms around you. And i held you tightly. Not too tight but securely ig. And I kissed your back and i told you i loved you and i started crying. And you picked me up and sat me on the counter and kissed mt forhead. And said you loved me too. And i cried more. And then we ate fries together. I want that. Do you? I hope you do. Fuckkk I'm crying again. I love you caleb. So much it literally hurts. Like my heart really hurts rn. Hehe. Ur the jim to my pam. And the jughead to my betty. And mike to my 11. And ofc the james to my alyssa. Ik these are shows you love/loved. Ur also the cheese to my hamburger bc ur the most important part. I wuv you.
