a/n. nope im not entering the wattys cuz it takes too long to enter like i cant just write a summary of this book because its going nowhere
yoora sighed. she still felt a pang of guilt inside of her chest. she knew it was wrong.
but what stray kids did was even worse.
although there wasnt a written rule about this every gang could agree on these two spoken rules.
1) never in any case leave your member alone.
stray kids had already cheated on this one
2) never join another gang.
yoora had broken this one.
they weren't really different from each other.
sure yoora's loyalty was amazing but her inner demon could be unleashed.
in other words her alter ego.
these past few days she has been odly quiet.
no one knew why.
she knew it was hard to leave all these memories behind.
especially when she thought of felix her heart would start beating heavily.
he didnt seem bothered when he saw her leave.
he looked at her in pity.
fire burned through within his gaze.
and she would never forget about that.
she had been thinking about how to take revenge.
her inner demon was taking over.
countless days of sleepless nights and endless nightmares. she didnt want this anymore.
she was going to get rid of everything.
so she told taeyong.
she told him that she wanted to take revenge.
countless nights with headaches.
broken hearts and burned cigarettes,
she would do this.
and thats the final.
taeyong agreed.
they had nothing to lose.
the day was coming close. everyone was prepared. some were going over the plan, some were practising.
yoora wasn't. she didnt need to.
she sat down alone in her shared room.
holding her head between her hands. the pain being too much for her to handle. her look was spitting agony.
she was mad.
just like the first time, nct would be getting another big victory. right?
yoora groaned. whispers filling her head.
was it the true time to do this?
she thought this would have been over by now.
she tried everything to calm it down.
first it started innocently, painkillers, medicines.
then continued on.
cigarettes, drugs, juul, vape.
anything you can imagine.
nothing helped. it didnt seem to do one bit.
no one in nct knew about her bad mistakes. she didnt want them to know.
it wasnt easy, it never was.
yoora groaned again. whispers slowly started filling the room.
it wasn't real.
she tried to shake it off.
it wouldnt work.
her ego was down, her demon couldnt wait.
it was time.
scratch sounds were heard once again.
she was going crazy.
scratching every open part of her body, she felt her nails go deep inside her flesh.
it burned. it felt like her skin was torn into pieces.
blood started gushing out of her wounds.
yoora groaned.
whispers starting to get lauder.
she felt dizzy.
she was going crazy.
no way to stop her now.
for sure stray kids had pushed a sensitive button on her.
her eyes pierced with anger.
she wasn't going to hold back.
she never held back.
now it was time for revenge.
and that time was soon to come.
yoora left out a painful scream.
she couldnt take it anymore.
taeyong had knew that she was going crazy over this topic.
first to rush into the room was jaemin.
he left out a small gasp upon seeing the slightly older females state.
taeyong rushed into the room with jaehyun.
he gasped.
it was too early for this.
he knew at the end yoora would go crazy.
but this,
this was just early.
her power would go to waste.
he didnt want that.
but it wasnt time to say goodbye.
if she had lost herself so much before the war, what would actually happen in the war?
she was unstoppable now.
she is going to be even worse at the war.
he was afraid that they would lose yoora, in a mental way.
and only way to stop her will be death.
only way to stop her will be killing her.
maybe even now.
a/n: we're coming to an end and no im not gonna end it at b10 because that would be me being lazy.
this was so dramatic hehe
