THE LAST NECROMANCER

SIX

ALI'S POINT OF VIEW

People may see me as a perfect person they thought i am becuase i was born with a golden spoon,have a perfect family and a knowlegabe brain and looks that everyone wanted,but no,im not perfect.

I never had a good childhood,never had true friends aside from Segrid,Lindy and my uncle.

Well nagkaron nako rati ng marami but all of them betrayed me when i found out na kaya lang sila lumalapit sakin because of the attention and image they can have,beneficial ba.
Simula non, i manage to distance myself to other people especially those who tried to befriend me,na trauma na ata ako,pero hinde nadala.
Dahil naulit nanaman ito ngayon.

katulad ngayon ng isa sa kanila na hinde ko man alam ang dahilan ay alam kong hinde naging totoo sakin,

I sighed,

i should have been immune to it.pero sadyang umasa lang ata ako na baka meron pang tao na pakikitunguhan ako ng normal at hinde sa aking inaasahan o kung ano man meron ako.

Mahirap bayun?

Mula ng makapasok kami sa loob ,i've never been uncomdortable than my whole life,well balon sino ba naman ang hinde?
Drake never let go of me despite the questioning look that the other students give us,but no one dare tried to voice out.

Presidente naman kasi siya and like my uncle said he's been strictly than usual he is this past few days.

Mas malala pa ang pagka uncomfortable ko ngayon kesa noon na mautot ako sa harap ng klase kahit dinila nalaman na ako yun.

At ako ito naman bukod na magpumiglas ay nag padala nalang sa nangyayari.
,i let him drag me.

I don't like the attention we get but there's something inside me telling just stay put.

Kaniya lang ako pinakawalan ng marating namin ang isa sa mga table na reserved for councilors ng school,w-waiit what?

"Stay here and behave,i'll get our food."malamig pa sa yelo niyang bigkas habang iginya akong umopo sa isang upuan,it's a table suited for 5 persons pero dalwa lang ang upuan na meron nito at may bonquet din ang mesa kasama nang dalwang pinggan,at mga utensils.

Para tuloy may mag dedate sa mesang ito.

lights are off but it's not dark because of colorful disco lights coming from every corner of the gym, sinasabayan pa ng musika na di pamilyar sakin.

'Oh, hush, my dear, it's been a difficult year
And terrors don't prey on
Innocent victims
Trust me, darling, trust me darling
It's been a loveless year
I'm a man of three fears
Integrity, faith and
Crocodile tears
Trust me, darling, trust me, darling'

This is it,nasa isang ball talaga ako.
My first ever ball .

Ibinalik ko ang atensyon kay Drake.

I can't see his face too well kasi natatabunan iyun ng konting dilim but i nodded,sign as response to him,pero talaga may numomuo nang plano sa utak ko para takasan siya,just hello i want to enjoy this night at diko yun magagawa pag andyan siya.

Aside from avoiding him this is my first ball experience at kailangan maging memorable.

"Don't ever escape or else you wont like what i will do."malamig parin nitong tugon at nagumpisa nang pumunta sa pinakamalapit na buffet since ,own service kasi ang buffet dito sa ball,against nga ang iba pero wala silang magagawa lalo na't ssc ang naglatha.

'So look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Perfect paradise
Tearing at the seams
I wish I could escape
I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it
Make your heart believe'