(A/N)I hate this prologue so much, but we need it to set the scene. xD
I lent against the door and cried. I felt so worthless, so used, so ... unwanted. He left me, but don't worry, he didn't leave me empty handed, but with his baby, his fricking baby! I left everything for him, I chose him over my family, and look where it got me. I don't know where we went wrong, it felt so right. I don't understand. When did I become so weak, so dependent. Since I left school, since I had no qualifications, since I met Dylan... Times like these were when ice-cream was screaming my name, but the day I needed it my fridge was out of stock and I was to much of a wreck to leave my apartment, and at that moment I understood the real reason animals hibernate.