The Suicide Singer

The beginning of my story

A/n hello if u haven't read the description I will put it here cuz its important ⚠WARNING⚠ contains graphic content
DO NOT READ if u are sensitive to suicide,depression,gory,or bad language

I made this creepypasta not real story that's it enjoy😊

The Suicide note

Hello if u are reading this then Im dead, I don't know who would read this, but hello my name is sabelle and I just killed myself and this is my suicide note to whoever is reading don't be sad I...I'm better now trust me and soon, so will you, now goodbye for now.

Sabelle's pov

I woke up to the sound of my alarm I sat up and turned it off "uuuugghh I don't wanna go to school today" I heard a knock at the door then it opened "happy birthday" I quickly looked at my phone and it said "friday August 1st 2018" I sighed and looked up "thanks dad" " you looked pretty bummed for it to be your birthday" he said with a sad face "well ya only because I got to go to school today" "well u better hurry or your gonna be late" then he walked out and shut the door behind him."whaever" I thought to myself, Then I got up and put on a black under shirt and over the top a black crop top leather jacket, I put on some tight black jeggings and white and black Adidas.

(Time skip now u are in the front of the school).

"You got to get out sometime so kiddo" dad said "Ya I know" I sighed, My dad gave me a sad look "you know what kiddo, after school I can take you to that guitar place u like and buy you a new guitar for your birthday sound cool" I smiled a little "ya dad I would really love that thanks". I got out of the car and walked into school "Hey sabelle love the outfit were did u get those shoes!" "Im really not in the mood today haley just go away "Hey sabelle are u going to sing for the party tonight!" "I dont know, maybe uhh now can u please move" Hey sabelle wanna be my date for the party I was gonn-" "No im good" " oh so u already have a date then" "No mike I'm not going with anyone one and I don't wang too" "oh ok cool" "hey sab-" "NO NO AND NO NOW CAN EVERYONE MOVE I AM TRYING TO GET TO MY LOCKER" "ok sorry sabelle I didn't mean to ups-" "JUsT STOP ALREADY I'M FIN " I finally got to my locker and went straight to my class, when I walked in I was startled by my class yelling, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" "WoW thanks guys" I said sarcasticly i sat in my seat. The day went by as a blur, all I remember is everyone asking me the same questions over and over again just trying to ignore them and me trying to avoid everyone until winter came up."I don't get it sabelle u are always so rude to everyone and yet you are still more popular than me" she said in a snowy tone " well u can have them ive told you this before I don't care bout being popular so take them" "You know u say that and all, but then you go and sing in front of them at party's and assemblys and you expect them not to like you" "So u admit u like my music" i said with a smirk winters face went from snoby to mad in seconds "NO NO I...I..I never said that" "oh but u did" "sabelle YOUR MUSIC SUCKS" she said before walking away, I rolled my eyes and started to walk home when I got home my dad was out front in the garage fixing his car, "hey dad" I said still looking at my phone and starting to open the front door "hey kiddo wanna head to the guitar store" I stopped and looked at him "yeah sure dad let's go"

(time skip)

we got out of the car and went in the music store, we walked over to the guitar section. I was looking at the guitars until "hey what about this one" I looked over at my dad who was holding the guitar pretending to play it like a rock star and then pretending to smash it, I laughed "dad really, in here" I said jokingly i walked over to him and took the guitar when I looked at it, it was amazing it was a black guitar with two white lines across it the strings were white as well, I looked at my dad and smiled really big "can I have this one" "oh so u do like it, it was the moves huh" he smiled I look at the guitar then at him "ya it was" I laughed. we walk out of the store and I hugged my dad he was the only one that was there for me even when my mom was being a bitch I loved him and I never felt the same for anyone else.

Time skip

when we got home I hugged my dad again "thank you....seriously.....thank you I need to get out of the house more" he let go of the hug and put both of his hands on my shoulders and he looked me straight in the eyes "you're welcome, I love you so much it hurts and to see you sad on your birthday because of school and everything with your mom it hurts me I hate seeing you sad I love your beautiful smile kiddo" he hugged me again, I hugged him back "I love you too" "you know u should really go for bed kid its getting late "ya ya whatever dad" I smiled and walked back upstairs with the guitar "goodnight dad" "goodnight". when I got upstairs I sat down and pulled my journal out of my backpack and opened it to another song I was working on then I opened my laptop and started on the beat then started to sing (A/n ummm...... Not my song it called antidote by faith Marie its a good song go check it out on with the story)
finding refuge in my own lies

How are you? I'm doing alright Small talk is a great disguise

Just let me be just let me be empty thoughts start to crowd my mind

Am I only living living to survive?

Shake it off by I've lost the drive

Just left me be just let me be

Let me be okay

No one knows what goes on up inside my head there's a new kind of poison and its starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head they don't think I need help but I'm scaring myself

I just want to be okay I just want to be okay

All the voices in my head are coming to life

They're getting louder and I'm, I'm terrified

How do u run from your own mind is this what I've become taken it back what have I done

No one knows what goes on up inside my head there's a new kind of poison and its starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head they don't think I need help but I'm scaring myself

I just want to be okay I just want to be okay

No one knows what goes on up inside my head there's a new kind of poison and its starting to spread

But I didn't think the atidote was in my hands

I can change my plans I can change my plans

I try to find my reflection on the glass

But all I ever saw was the things I lacked

All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane

All I ever thought I was,was a mistake

No one knows what goes on up inside my head there's and new kind of poison and its starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

Up inside my head upside my head

After I finish I later down a slowly drifted to sleep. (BANG) I woke up to a loud bang

A/N End of this chapter that's it for now I guess hope I like it