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f o r t y - e i g h t

jinhee waits inside the cafe, feeling nervous because she will be facing the two boys that she likes

with sweaty hands, she keeps on looking at her phone to check the time or any text saying if either one of the two boys has arrived. not long after, she received a notification from changbin saying that he will be there soon as he just parked his car.

the cafe's door ring it's bell, looking up to the door, felix is there. jinhee's heart beats fast thinking after how long they last met, she never knew that looking at felix's face will make her fall for him again slowly

felix saw where she's sitting and take a seat beside her, confused on why did she pick a table with three seats.

they both make eye contact before felix looks away. "hey," felix said "how are you?"

"i've been... doing a bit better" jinhee said while still looking at her

lies felix thought. felix wanted to ask her everything, how much he misses her, how much he had worried about her, but what came out of his mouth was "okay, that's great" and with that, it was silence

the door rings another bell which caught both jinhee's and felix's attention. looking at the door, it was non other than changbin, changbin saw both of them. confused why felix is there he still take his seat between jinhee and felix.

the two boys looked at each other before looking at jinhee at the same time. with a sigh, jinhee opens up her mouth.

"i came here bringing the three of us together because there's something i want to talk about" she stop looking at changbin before continuing, "and the thing i want to talk about is serious"

the two boys are still confused. lost at what was wrong because for sure jinhee looks like she was about to cry but is trying so hard to hold it in.

"but before anything, should we order drinks first? i still want to spend some time with both of you" she suggested.

the boys agree and all three went to order their drinks with jinhee insisting to pay.

going back to their table, it was just silent. everyone's acted as if they have to check something on their phone, but all they did was just scroll through instagram. except felix, he had nothing to do with instagram anymore instead he was scrolling through twitter.

their drinks came and they all put their phone down, no more being anti-social.
once jinhee took a sip of her drink, her face turned very serious.

"look," she started, feeling more nervous than before. she looks down while playing with her fingers trying to find words on how to explain everything.

"i know all three of us have been having a rough time together, but that doesn't mean i want all of us to stop being best friends."

felix look away, knowing that she's kinda talking about him at the friend part.

"but i really think the three of us should be honest with each other. i know this will probably make things worst but being honest are better than just lying right?" she lets out a small sad laugh

she saw changbin nodding asking her to continue talking

"so mine is that, felix, after all this time i actually like you back. but you broke my heart by lying to me, and it saddens me but have i ever stopped being friends or trying to ignore you? no. i know my relationship with changbin is real but even so you shouldn't just ignore both your bestfriends like that..."

felix looks at her with an apologetic face, "i'm sorry. my ego was too strong even i can't control it," he said while biting his lip trying to not cry.

she looks at changbin with a sad look before saying, "changbin, i do love you i really do but honestly, i think we should just be friend..." and with that, tears started to build up in her eye.

"but why?" was all changbin could say. even saying those two words, jinhee could listen how shaky changbin said it.

"i just need to think about my feelings more binnie, i don't want to hurt you"

"what do you.. mean by that?"

"my feelings might or might not starting to have feelings for felix again..." she said bluntly leaving a wide eye felix and a very sad changbin.