𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 ❦ 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜

Chapter 2

A/N:
"" is speech without it , it's just thoughts.
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Jisung POV :
"Hey are you okay?" (Minho)
"Yea i am."
"Are you sure?" (Minho)
"Yes. I'm sure.."
I brush it off as just something normal like our friendship..i mean after all that's all i mean to him right? Well atleast he cared. For the rest of the day (last lesson) i was just focusing in class and doing my work. After it ended , I hurriedly ran off and took my bike and cycled back home. I opened my front door took my shoes off , slammed the door and ran to my room. I went to shower to try and distract myself. It didn't work. It only made it worst so i just changed and went to bed crying..

Minho POV :
"Hey are you okay?"
"Yea i am." (Jisung)
"Are you sure?"
Yes. I'm sure.." (Jisung)
I can't help but shake the feeling something is off. He came into class looking like he just cried or something. I really hope he's okay..  Is it something i said? Or did something happen to him? I don't know but i hope he's doing fine. He looked so blank during class and when i tried to ask him after class he just took off running away from me.. Does he hate me? I hope not. I know it's wrong since my parents have raised me to be straight but why do i feel hurt whenever i see him sad? Do i like him or is it just because he's my best friend? I don't know but i hope it's the later because i don't think i'm gay or anything of sort. I just wish i knew what happened. Either way i'll just pray he's safe. I really hate the feeling inside me. It makes me really mad. Like i wanna protect him from everything. I know he's gay but does he like me? Or is he just upset at something else?

2 Day Later : Jisung POV :
The past two days was okay. I acted like i'm fine and happy and everyone believed so , slowly i became happy . I'm just glad nothing changed the friendship between us. I should just stop being so sensitive i guess. I was doing my normal routine of walking to my locker to get my books after lunch when i noticed a note in my locker that read :
Jisung ,
I don't know who you think you are but you better take your fucking gay ass somewhere else and leave MY Minho Alone (ew what a koreaboo - Jisung Thoughts) and stay away. He's straight and you know it so just leave him alone . You're only bothering him. He's better off with me .
- Eun Mi

Am i really bothering him? I guess so. I mean he's straight that's true. Eun Mi is also a great match since they are both the popular ones in school. I guess i'll just keep my distance. As i walked into class,he said hi and i said hi but didn't reply to anything after that. I even avoided him for the next couple of weeks.

1 MONTH LATER..

Minho POV :
Does he hate me? He's been really cold lately. I hope he doesn't. Did i do something wrong? I can't shake that feeling off again. That..Icky feeling. I feel really hurt. Once again am i falling for him or just friendship ? I thought about it and realised that i can't live without him. I feel really really bad. Like i wanna talk to him all the time. I like the feeling when he's around me. I was scrolling my camera roll when i found this image :

I really miss him..the more i looked at it. The sadder i get. I want him around me. I want to be the reason he smiles. The reason he's happy. And the comfort when he's sad. The person to turn to when he needs help. But i guess best friends do that too. That's until i saw him laughing happily with Hyunjin and i can't help but feel mad about it. Like i wanna just prey them apart. I wanna be in hyunjin's position. It makes me angry seeing that sight so i just walked off. I shrugged it off as just best friend complex. But really is it jealousy? I don't know. I have no freaking idea how Boy Love works. Someone help me please.. I- I really don't know anymore. Am i falling for him or just Overly Possessive of my best friend? I hope i'm not falling for him. I'm straight and i don't believe in gay partnerships. I'm sorry but i just don't. Hais.. why does it make me mad though? I don't know guess i'll just wait to find out..
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A/N to Minho : Don't break the forth wall u ass.
A/N to Readers : I hope you like this slightly longer one. 🥺❤️