Fire and ice

chapter sixty four

I woke up to the bright sun ray illuminating in my room. I got out of bed ,put on my robe and walked onto my balcony to look at the view that never gets all......Paris

So I'm in Paris for work , not my first time and neither the last.  I couldn't bring bubbly with me as i knew I would have a full scedual and my mornings are my only source of breathing time I guess before the day begins.

Sitting on my balcony drinking a cup of coffee and admiring the tower i couldn't help but think about what hazel had said to me . 6 years has being a long time though and passing such a good business opportunity just because of my i don't know personal fears i guess.

Fear? Am I afraid....but what am i really even afraid off. Is it possibly seeing Sebastian,recalling sweet bitter memories or is it like hazel said that i haven't forgotten him and that i perhaps still love him . I can't keep dwelling on my past ,I..I need to find out if my past can become my future or burn the old memories.

After my therapeutic talk with myself i went and took a shower and got ready for the Photo shoot i have in 2 hours that ill be posing for my  brand "MOONS" that will be launching here in Paris.

After drying my hair I decided on a simple down to earth look that i rocked . What I wear is really important and should coordinate well not really i just have to make it look good because I'm a fashion icon .blah blah blah lets not get into detail about what i do .

Satisfied with myself i headed out and tool the rented car to the studio .
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After a week in Paris..I'm so glad to be back home.  It's amazing how years ago i didn't want to come here ,hated the thought of parting with everyone and now this same place has become home to me .I mean literally ive even adapted the accent and everything.

After a long and hard decision I'd finally made up my mind which brings me to today when i texted hazel for us to meet at Starbucks kidding well it's London's version of Starbucks.

I watched as hazel walked in with a smile ,waved at me before ordering her smoothie and walking to sit by me .

Hey she said taking a sip on her smoothie to relieve her thirst or so it seemed .

How are you i asked a bit nervous at what I'd tell her .

I'm good so....how was your trip to Paris she asked interested

Fine ....You ask like somthing interesting should have happened...I was working so it doesn't get better than that i said sipping my smoothie

Oh well ...I just thought I mean its Paris after all she said and i just shrugged my shoulders.

So what's so important you called me here so early she said a bit bothered that she had to get up an hour earlier then normal

I ....I've decided i merely said as her blue eyes piereced into my soul asking for me to elaborate .

On..... she edged me on

On .....LA ...we leave in two weeks  I said letting out a breath i hadn't even known i held .

Before i could comprehend it ,a  squirm escaped her lips and i could see the excitement in her eyes before it dimmed and she was deep in thought..

Are...are you sure molly she hesitated and it took me a moment before i nodded my head .

But...but what changed your mind seriously i give her what she wants and she questions me

You.....I simply said and her blue eyes shot open ...I spoke before she could disturb me .

You were right  ....6 years is a long time I said and i guess she understood because she didn't question me any further about the changing of my decision.

Sooooooooooooooooooo  she dragged the word and i just knew something was up .I lifted my head and looked up at her .

What! I snapped at her she she gave me a grin and took my arms in hers. This is going to be bad .

Can we instead change our departure to....maybe nextweek she said and i felt my head spin .I pulled my hands away as i analyzed what she said

Say that again I asked her

Can we.......leave ....next week instead she asked more slowly

Why ..... I spoke aloud

Well...get this so turns out there is a high school reunion ,it was suppose to be last year but was prosponed to this year and it happens to be well next week and it'd be really cool if we go .I mean see all our previous friends or not and anyway people have being asking about you Molly come on she finalized and it took me a moment to gather myself.

I'm not interested .....You can go and anyway I know you want to see Peter i said trying to divert the topic

I see what you're doing but just think about it ....please she beggedand i merely nodded .

A high school reunion where everyone will be ,Where almost everyone could be,Where he could possibly be.

Would i even be able to face him,am i ready ?

Hey guys

Really short chapter i know but im so sleepy and i want to update so and thank you very much for everyone's support and energy y all are awesome.