My birthday.
Yea it was my birthday.
It's doesn't mean anything to anybody even me.
But to you it meant the world and when I asked you why the only answer you always give me "Because god gave me you today idiot". And here I be shaking my head thinking no one has ever said that to me.
The whole day I didn't get no more than 10 birthday wishes most were not even genuine were not even from my family. The only genuine people to wish me were those who didn't look at my status to remember it was my birthday.
You being stubborn took a leave from college to spend the day with me. An ENTIRE day. Surprised me staying with me the whole day spending your valuable time with me.
Talked to me made me laugh made sure I wasn't feeling gloomy. Made me realize oh well no one would do that for me. Just because you ain't here doesn't mean I can't feel u beside me. Every moment you tried to make me laugh and made me make sheera (Indian sweet dish) or made sure I didn't laze around in that couch. I can see through your actions how much you love me. And I can't even deny that I am the most luckiest person in this world cause you love me.
Right now I just miss you in my arms. The distance is too hard on us baby. But I will come to you one day for sure. Roz ka videocall. Teri pyari pyari baate. Woh lamhe jo saath bitaye. Just makes me want to come to you so that I can be there and annoy you tease you and just be the with you.
When I see you smile I know everything is going to be alright. You are my strength my pillar. Even though I should be the one giving you support you are the person holding me up instead. I am so lucky to have you my love.
Today was one of the best birthdays I ever had. It had no fancy party no special gifts not even a cake just your company. And it was all worth it.
I love you so fucking much baby.
I can't even write my feelings down rn cause I just can't express how much you mean to me. But I hope the song reciprocates my feelings.
Tujhe kitna chahne lage hum.
