Control - Billie Eilish

Chapter 2

~ Billie Eilish POV ~

It has been a long ass day today in the studio. Not that I don't love it, but I'm fucking exhausted. Being in the studio the whole day, singing and writing without a break is draining. I do love my job though, more than anything.

Finneas left early today, since he had plans with this girl he won't stop talking about. It's fucking annoying as hell, but I'm happy for him. My stomach rumbles when I park my car in front of the house. "Finally." I sigh when I get out of the car. I'm starving. I haven't eaten since this afternoon and I'm starting to feel lightheaded because of it. I open the door of my house and step inside. The familiar sense of home hits my nose, what made my lips curl up a little. It feels good to be home.

My empty stomach forces me to go straight to the kitchen to grab some food. I open the cabinets and find a shelf full of my favorite snack. Takis. "Come to mama." I grab the family sized bag of Takis and rip it open like I haven't eaten in days. When I wanted to stuff my face full with the chips I heard noises come from the hallway. I realized Finneas was home with that girl he had plans with and it sounded like they are having a lot of fun. "Gross." I mumble while I eat a hand full of Takis. I walk over to the hallway with the bag of chips in my hand. I heard a loud moan echo through the hallway. "Well seems they are enjoying themselves, Sheesh." I tell myself while taking another handful. I keep listen for a little while like a creep, since I'm fucking bored. Not long after I can't hear them anymore, I only hear soft mumbling. I try to understand what they are saying. I moved a little closer to the door with the bag still in my hand. "alright, just let me walk you out, okay?" Shit. shit shit shit. I softly ran towards the kitchen, continuing my eating.

I just now noticed I was standing in the dark, eating like a maniac. I hear footsteps coming closer towards me, while I stuff my face with even more Takis. The lights turn on and I get confronted with two faces looking directly at me. "Waddup mamas." I say when I eye the girl who was standing next to Finneas up and down. Damn my brother has good taste. "Hi." she replies a little uncomfortable. I down another handful of Takis while I smirk at her. "Hey Bill, I didn't hear you come home. This is Reagan, the girl I told you about." He explains while he rests his hand on her hip. Gross. I don't like to watch all that sappy shit. "Reagan, This is Billie, my little sister." She looks at me, a little too long. I bite my lip in amusement.

"Aigh, so this is the girl you can't shut the fuck up about. I heard you guys had a lot of fun in there" I snort, while putting another hand full of chips inside my mouth. I saw her cheeks turn a little pink when she noticed I heard them.

"Right, moving on" Finneas says, shaking his head in embarrassment as I walk back into the kitchen. I see them both walking to the door, saying their goodbyes. When the door closes I look at Finneas with a smirk.

"Damn, bro, you got some tonight." I laugh. "Very funny, I bet she'll never come here again, because of you. You scared the shit out of her." he snorts. "I'm sure she'll be crawling back for more after tonight, huh." I giggle. He watches me with a smirk on his face. "Shut up, Eilish." He laughs and gives me a playful push on my shoulder.

"Speaking of the devil, I have made a few notes and voice memos on my phone for some new song ideas. Mind listening to it?" I stick my tongue out as responds. He laughs. "Is that a yes?" He asks. "Bro, I'm so tired! Can't I do it tomorrow?" I whine. "I want to record tomorrow, so I need you to tell me if you liked it by tomorrow. Please, listen to it tonight? You owe me after what just happened with Reagan." He replies as he grabs a handful of Takis out of the bag I have in my hands.

"Fine, but imma take your phone to my room, just like this bag of Takis to have all to myself and lay on my bed, aigh?" I respond and grab his phone out of his hand. "Thanks Bill, you the best." He says and kisses my head. "Yeah, I know, I know. I'm amazing." I slowly walk away from him with his phone and the bag of chips in my hands. "Goodnight!" I yell behind me as I hear him chuckle. "Goodnight, Bill." He responds and I hear him walk away.

As soon as I lay in my bed I eat some more chips and open the voice memos and click on the first one. I can hear Finneas talk about the beat he had made that was playing in the background, while humming some lyrics so now and then. I got distracted while suddenly a name pops up on his screen. It's Reagan, the girl from before.

Reagan: I'm in bed x

I smirk by the thought of her. She's very beautiful, yet mysterious. Should I text her back? Just for the fun of it? Fuck it. I open the pop up and begin typing.

Finneas: Doing what exactly? ;)

I hit send and giggle to myself. Finneas won't mind, would he? I'm just having a laugh. I continue listening to the memo's till her name pops up again.

Reagan: Damn boy, didn't you had enough action tonight?

I bite my lip in amusement. Damn she ain't easy. I like a challenge. I thought about what I'd say before texting back right away. When I thought of it I wrote it down and hit send.

Finneas: Nah, just can't get enough of you. send me some pics. ;)

Finneas: Pretty please.

I'm curious yet scared what she's going to send back. What If she sends a nude? Do I look at it? Do I tell her it's me? I was starting to feel guilty, yet creeped out by myself. "Ugh, What am I doing?" I ask myself. I threw the phone on my bed and bury my face in the pile of pillows who were laying on my bed. Not too long after my head pops up when I feel the bed vibrite of a new incoming message. Reagan's name pops up again and this time she attached a photo file.

Reagan: [ photo file ]

Reagan:Happy now? ;) x

Should I open it? nah. But I kinda want too. But, I shouldn't. Nah, I really shouldn't. I tell myself when I open the text messages. I was greeted by a sexy picture of Reagan in her bra, while she bit her lip, looking directly at the camera. "Sheesh." I let out and gulp. "She fine as fuck." I caught myself staring at the picture for way too long. I should say something back.

Finneas: You're so beautiful and incredibly sexy. sheesh, I just can't believe you'd choose me out of all of these people.

I hit send and my heart began to pound from excitement waiting on the next text message. I tried my best to sound like Fin, I usually don't text like this sappy and correct english. I feel weird doing this, because it is. But, I kinda like playing around like this. I hope my brother doesn't find out tho.

We end up talking for hours, I found out that she does all kinds of art, and loves to draw. I told her about music, since that's what finneas and I have in common luckily. I really enjoy talking to her and I secretly send her number and that picture she send to Fin, to my number and deleted it on Fin his phone so he wouldn't notice. After talking for hours we'd finally decided to sleep. I was over the level of exhausted so I was kinda awake now I guess.

Reagan: imma sleep now x

Reagan: Ty for the nice talk

Reagan: i enjoyed it ;)

Reagan:Goodnight! x

I smile at the phone while I send the last message, before I delete them all from his phone so he wouldn't notice the next day.

Finneas: Goodnight, precious <3

I put the phone down while I bury myself into the blankets like a burrito. I like talking to this girl and she pretty too. I'm not going to give up on this game yet. I like the kick I get out of it and hell, I like how she talks to me. Well, to Fin to be exact. But, I'll make sure she'll remember me.

I turn around and get comfy and slowly close my eyes with a slight smirk on my lips.

Game on.

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