Lilys life journal

Chapter two day two.

Chapter two, day two

So, i had taken my alarms off yesterday at the school preview night. So my morning alarm didn't go off, so i woke up around 11:48 ish. And axel had been blasting his music and i threw a water bottle at my wall. I quickly got out of bed and ran to the bathroom. Shit, its that time. But I'm out gonna go into detail about that. Long story short. I got some chocolate and I'm happy. Since i woke up late, my day started later. And I wasn't that hungry. And my stomach was hurting again. Dakota and i were siting on the couch watching hulu. And i finished the final season of orange is the new black. Then we watched American ninja warrior. And married at first sight. I made everyone grilled cheeses. And i watched f.r.i.e.n.d.s for the rest of time. I made tea, an I'm talking to my best friend carmen. I gave some great advice and words to another friend. Because of her EX relationship. She needed to leave. And I'm glad she did. I drank lemonade and hated it. Dad wont take me get ice cream. But that's ok. Mom came home. And apparently her bitch friend (according to Dakota) is coming over. Ill tell u what happens later. Jeez. My friend is being a hoe. And I'm just trying not look out for her. But she doesn't want to. I just don't want something bad to happen. My nose still hurts (I pierced it. I think I mentioned that) i hope someone actually reads this lmao. I'm snapping that kid again. I had a panic attack last night, so were talking about that. And ewww a kid in a gc I'm in sent a dick pic. Blech. Gotta bleach my eyes. Because he's just gross. I'm listing to good music atm. Dakotas pissed at the world so I'm being quiet. I miss bailey and Rosie. My two favorite people ever. We made a new house rule, well mainly i did. We have a dog dexter. And sometimes we let him out and he runs off because we forget. And my dad always does. So whoever looses the dog. THEY find the dog. But he's mainly down the street. Not to far. Because he's old and cant get to far. I think i sing kinda good. But also I don't. Some people like it. Some don't. And I respect that. But - i like to sing. And dance for no reason. And i play the flute. WHICH I LOVE BAND. All my goods friends are there with me. I also have a friend who's a one upper. But she's the only friend that I've kept close since i moved to fishers. She's my bff. And i love her. I could say "oh cool, i have 2 new tags on insta" and shell say "cool, idc, whatever, i have like 16" and then blame then whole "fight thing" on me because i brought my new tags. I try to talk to her about stuff but she just says cool whatever idc. Any advice?? I cant stand to loose her. But idk. My "gay bestie" or so i though. He spilled a some tea to me. He told me that he didn't know his sexually anymore, because he still had some feelings for me. We dated at the beginning of 7th grade. Then he came out to me. Ands he like the kid i liked. But I ended up dating that kid. Still am. I mean.  I love both of them. Just not the same way for both. People doubted it. But it works. Idk what to do with that either. That lady still isn't here yet, but that I could care less. Lets talk Billie Ellish. I love her. I love her music and personality. And i want tickets to see her. I want to be like her one day. Be so well known at just 16 or 17. I've typed so much and its not even 7:30 pm yet. Lol. Maybe this chapter will be WAYYYY longer than the last, well- it already is lmao. Imma go eat my favorite dinner. - after that I jumped on the trampoline and ate choice cream. And Dakota and i walked to speedway. And got freezes. But we almost got attacked by a coyote. (Not rly) and we talked. She can be nice sometimes. And I've been snapping the kid. And he said some rlly nice things. Oh i forgot to mention that I basically got sexually harassed on Snapchat. But its all good. Oh and that lady was making comments about what i ate and my nose ring. And was like cleaning my whole house. And she moved everything and I couldn't find my batteries. And she would just make random comments on random stupid things. It was so annoying. But they're out. And coming back soon rip me. But i think that's its fir todays chapter 2 day 2. Tell me how I did. Byeeeee. Xoxo - lily.