So... Relationships, am I right? But like, relationships when you have ADD, generalized anxiety disorder, and mild depression are uh... I guess the best way I could describe it is distant. Like, you genuinely want to spend time with your s/o, but you feel like a burden and you can't be bothered to leave your house, and you find it really hard to talk to people, so whenever you do talk to them, you spend most of your time staring at the ground, trying not to burst into tears because you know that the relationship is going to fail because you fucked it up by not being able to meet their needs of at least some kind of affection, even though you wish you could, and you wish you had the guts to break it off, because you know they deserve better, but it just feels like some divine force is stopping you, so you just try to stick with it, and you hope that they'll realize how horrible it is and they'll end it, since you're too much of a pussy to do it yourself.
Alright, I'm sorry for that getting really dark, but I just needed to vent somehow
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dumb bitch energy
Randomthis is just me trying to rant but then realizing I don't actually care. why are you here
