Bts imagines

Just a bet 3°jimin

It was him the one and only jimin sitting on my front porch I didn't think fast enough I should have ran away but I didn't I just stood there he saw me and started walking towards me "now would be a good time to drop dead" I told myself as I started backing up to walk away from him, I then quickened my pace and turned around to run

I was running for a while with jimin hot on my trail but I couldn't give up now I looked back to see him a couple feet behind me that's when I ran as fast as I could it wasn't until long after that I wound up bumping into someone else on the street and fell to the ground "dang why do I always fall" I thought to myself, they just kept walking and I got up trying to run again but jimin had caught up with me grabbing my wrist preventing me from walking away

"please y/n just hear me out" he begged, I looked back at him he looked like he had lost weight and there were bags under his eyes, he was pale and his hand was cold not to mention the look on his face, he looked dead my heart kind of broke at that I didn't like seeing him like this he usually was always so happy and would always mess around and tease you, but this time there was no teasing, no messing around, no smiles, or those cute laughs he would always let out.

"What do you want jimin?" I asked sadly "can we talk please?" He asked
I didn't really want too, I just wanted to be alone for a bit but knowing jimin that wouldn't happen anytime soon, so I said yes and we went to a nearby park to talk, I liked this park it's where jimin took me on our first date I miss things like that even though it was fake it felt nice. "I'm sorry" was the first thing he said

"I know what I did was wrong I should have been honest and told you what was happening but I didn't and that's my fault I really do love you and would give anything to have you back I understand if you don't want me back but I'm useless without you you're my everything and these last few days that you've ignored me broke my heart, I know you probably have a lot on your mind right now because of me and I know that yoongi likes you too, but to be honest I don't want you to be with him you probably can tell and I know I seem really selfish for saying that, but it's your choice so you can do whatever you feel is right, I just want you to know that if you chose me I will never lie to you again I will be one hundred percent honest and make you happy" he finished

"I don't know what to do jimin, my thoughts are all over the place and I don't want to hurt you or yoongi's feelings I'm sorry that I can't figure out my feelings fast enough to give you an answer I know you're sad too and I'm sorry for that, but I don't like seeing you like this so please can you for me smile?" I asked him with a light smile of hope

he replied a small "yes" looking a little happier that put a permanent smile on both our faces we talked for a bit just like when we had just became friends it was nice to talk and not worry but eventually it did start getting dark and I had to go so we said goodbye,he told me he was sorry one more time, then we went our separate ways home

I still felt bad because I hadn't talked to yoongi yet he wasn't the type to bring up emotions, if he was sad he wouldn't tell anyone you would have to bring it up and not him so that's what I was gonna have to do I decided to try to talk to him tomorrow and figure out how I felt about him

It was the next day I had gone to school and it was first period, me and yoongi had that class together so I asked yoongi if we could talk later he seemed nervous of course because he knew what I wanted to talk about but he still agreed to meet up after school, I was nervous too my legs were wobbly and my head was all over the place, I bit my pen trying to take notes but couldn't focus I kept thinking about yoongi I know before I said he was like a brother to me and it was weird to think about him like that, but now that I can't think about anything else other than him and jimin I started to realize that he was always there for me and never lied, he took care of me and one time in 8th grade beat up a group of boys for making me cry it was like he secretly did all these things that showed that he liked me and I'm just now seeing them loud and clear yoongi is a great guy but so is jimin, jimin did a bad thing though and I know yoongi would never hurt me, I know that for a fact.

I was only in the second period of the day of the day and I was racking my brain with these thoughts but I knew one thing for sure I would have to pick a guy

The school day had ended and i was on my way to yoongi's house after stopping back at mine to change into something comfy, I put on yet again another hoodie and jeans, because it's my usual attire when I'm not in my school uniform, I grabbed a snack and went back on my way to yoongi's house, he said there would be no one home except him, usually at least his brother would be home but he was now in college so it was just yoongi and his parents but they were stuck at work picking up some extra shifts, His family were hard working people and I admired them for that, so was yoongi he didn't have a job but he would always do good in school and help out at his grandparents bakery, he had a kind heart even though sometimes you couldn't tell.

I was so deep into thought that I didn't even notice I was already at his house, I knocked on the door and he opens it with a smile then gave me a hug like he always did it was nice, it wasn't forced it was just something you guys always did when you saw each other he still seemed jittery and scared he invited you to sit down on his bed with him and that's where he said you guys could talk so you made your way up to his room and sat down facing each other in the middle of his bed

"I know what you want to talk about but I'm sorry you had to find out through jungkook and I couldn't tell you that I liked you personally" he said shrugging his shoulders he looked a little sadder while doing that "it's okay if it wasn't for you fighting with jimin through the phone I wouldn't have even known that our relationship was a lie to begin with" I said with a little laugh trying to lighten the mood, we both looked at each other and stared for a little bit usually in situations like this the two would wind up making out or at least kissing, that's what jimin would do, but with yoongi it was different he didn't lean in and try to kiss you he was more kind and careful so instead of kissing he asked for the most uncommon thing in this situation, he asked "can I hold your hand" a little shyly with his head low I found it really adorable

I nodded a small yes and he slowly grabbed my left hand and intertwined my fingers with his staring at our hands for a while smiling it gave me butterflies in my stomach jimin used to do things like this too

It was a couple hours after I left yoongi's house, we had a good talk and then he seemed calmer after a little bit we talked about his feelings and mine about how I was still confused, we even did a little bit of catching up it was fun but in the end I still knew I had to pick a guy

Who will it be?