"What?" He replied back quite harshly.
"Who is she?" I asked calmly. He didn't reply and kept on walking. "What is she doing here?" I asked, this time raising my voice a bit. He stopped and walked toward me. He couldn't even walk properly .He stop...
I laid in my bed, thinking about what I just did. Was it a good decision? Should I marry him or not? But I already said yes? Why in the hell did I say yes. I questioned myself "Because you wanna stay with him. You want to be near him." A small voice in my head answered. "But I don't even like him. I mean yes he's a nice person and good looking too but I don't like him as a guy." I replied back "Maybe you just want to be his friend. You just want to help him. Maybe you pity him." The voice talked talked back. "Why would I pity him. He's a perfectionist. He has everything. I might feel jealous. But I won't pity him." I replied Then maybe you just want to help him." The voice suggested. "I know what I want."I said to myself, getting up from my bed "I want to be his friend. I want to take him out of his shell. I want him to be a better person. I am doing it because Mr. Jeon asked me to do it. He's my saviour. I can't say no to him." I tried to convince my subconsciousness. "Oh please. Who you kidding lady. You want to help him because you like him .you are attracted to him. Aren't you?" My subconsciousness demanded "Oh shut up JOJO." I snapped back and jojo(my subconsciousness) did shut up. I took my phone and called my parents .Thay should know about it. They have a right to know about this. ................................
"Are you sure about it?" Namjoon questioned me as he took a sip of his coffee. "I am" I replied back confidently. "Ji Ah I know you are a smart girl but marriage is not a game. It is a big decision. You both don't even like each other or should I say you both hate each other. How are you two going to live together?" Namjoon asked furrowing his eyebrows together. "It's just a contract marriage. It's not like we are going to stay together forever. It's just for a year" I replied back casually shrugging my shoulders. I don't even know what am I saying. How can I answer Namjoon when even I don't know why did I say yes. God. What was I thinking? "Oh My God, Ji Ah. A contract marriage is not a joke. It's-- "I know. I know. I know " I cut him off as I started speaking really fast, fidgiting with the strap of my bag " I KnOw It Is DuMb aNd StupId BuT it'S juSt--- It'S JusT---" I could not think of the appropriate words.so I sighed heavily."Look--" I started speaking again,with confidence ,as I straightened my back "I know it may sound clichè but I just could not say no. It was like something was forcing me to say Yes. A part of me urged me to agree to it. There was this little light in my soul that told me I am meant to do this. I am supposed to do this. I wanted to get out of Mr. Jeon office I wanted to tell him that I don't want to marry Jungkook but as soon as I got up my body won't move. It was like something in me was telling me to say yes.. you can call it a soulmate-bond or fate or intution or "STUPIDITY" if you want-" I raised my voice a bit at the end of sentence as I air-quoted 'stupidity' "but I knew I had to do it" I whispered the last words as I hung my head lower. "Are you confident?" He asked politely "Jungkook is not an easy guy to deal with. He'll give you a hard time." He said with soft eyes, concern evident in his voice. " I am Ji Ah, sweetheart. I can do anything. I will make Jungkook into a better person" I said as I gave him a reassuring smile. He smile back and whispered "good luck with training the devil" I laughed at his remark. We talked about few things and then he got up to leave. I went to where Namjoon parked his car. He offered me ride but I declined as I had something to do. He then opened the car door, looked back at me and said "I don't believe in fate but I hope that you two are really connected by fate. And I believe that you can help my little baby. Take care of him Ji Ah. He's bruised and hurt. HEAL HIM." He said with teary eyes. My vision started to get blurry too. He didn't wait for my reply as he drove off. "I WILL" I whispered slowly after he was gone. I found my answer. I know why I said yes cause I feel a connection with Jungkook. I don't know what to name this feeling but I just know we have a connection and I want to help him: TO HEAL HIM.
...................................................... So sORRY GUYS for nOt being online.. ACTUALLY I am not a writer type person. English is not even my first language. I started writing this because I was bored. Then I left wattpad because I got busy and I thought I am just not cut out for this "writing-thing"(air quotes intended).I have ideas and really good imagination but I don't know how to pen it down. So I am gonna start writing again. It will help me with my english writing skills. Right..? I WILL TRY TO BE MORE ACTIVE FROM NOW ON. . . . . Btw JOONIE LOOKS SO CUTE AND READY TO be CUDDLED.. GOD I LOVE THIS MAN SO FREAKING MUCH 😍💕💗💗💞💖💖✔💕💗💞💖💖❤💜💜💞💖💞💗💟
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