"I'm scared because I found all the things I believed in, I believed in because of you. I'm scared because it seems I was wrong and this isn't what i want. And I'm scared because I don't think I'm worth anything if I don't follow in your footsteps. I'm scared because I made myself think I want this because I wanted to be worthy enough so that you'd love me. I was trying to prove something to you and me. And I was wrong. And you shouldn't have ever made me feel like I had to be a certain way so you could love me. So this is your fault. And I am done apologizing. I am done with this and I am done with you. And I will do and become who I want to be. And I will be worthy no matter what I do. That's what I want you to know."
